I changed my looks and hair, before my age,
Dreaming on liberty (by strong desire
My soul made apt to hope), and did admire
Those gallant minds, enslaved to such a woe
(My heart within my breast dissolved like snow
Before the sun), as one would side-ways cast
His eye on pictures, which his feet hath pass’d.
ANNA HUME.
THE SAME.
PART I.
The fatal morning
dawn’d that brought again
The sad memorial of my ancient
pain;
That day, the source of long-protracted
woe,
When I began the plagues of
Love to know,
Hyperion’s throne, along
the azure field,
Between the splendid horns
of Taurus wheel’d;
And from her spouse the Queen
of Morn withdrew
Her sandals, gemm’d
with frost-bespangled dew.
Sad recollection, rising with
the morn,
Of my disastrous love, repaid
with scorn,
Oppressed my sense; till welcome
soft repose
Gave a short respite from
my swelling woes.
Then seem’d I in a vision
borne away,
Where a deep winding vale
sequester’d lay;
Nor long I rested on the flowery
green
Ere a soft radiance dawn’d
along the scene.—
Fallacious sign of hope! for,
close behind,
Dark shades of coming woe
were seen combined.
There, on his car, a conqu’ring
chief I spied,
Like Rome’s proud sons,
that led the living tide
Of vanquished foes, in long
triumphal state,
To Capitolian Jove’s
disclosing gate.
With little joy I saw the
splendid show,
Spent and dejected by my lengthen’d
woe;
Sick of the world, and all
its worthless train,
That world, where all the
hateful passions reign;
And yet intent the mystic
cause to find,
(For knowledge is the banquet
of the mind)
Languid and slow I turn’d
my cheerless eyes
On the proud warrior, and
his uncouth guise.
High on his seat an archer
youth was seen,
With loaded quiver, and malicious
mien
Nor plate, nor mail, his cruel
shaft can ward,
Nor polish’d burganet
the temples guard;
His burning chariot seem’d
by coursers drawn;
While, like the snows that
clothe the wintry lawn
His waving wings with rainbow
colour gay
On either naked shoulder seem’d
to play;
And, filing far behind, a
countless train
In sad procession hid the
groaning plain:
Some, captive, seem’d
in long disastrous strife,
Some, in the deadly fray,
bereft of life;
And freshly wounded some.
A viewless hand
Led me to mingle with the
mornful band,
And learn the fortunes of
the sentenced crew,
Who, pierced by Love, had
bid the world adieu.
With keen survey I mark’d