And how already my last shriek is near,
Yet still in thee, sinful although and vile,
My soul keeps all her trust;
Virgin! I thee implore
Let not thy foe have triumph in my fall;
Remember that our sin made God himself,
To free us from its chain,
Within thy virgin womb our image on Him take!
Virgin! what tears already
have I shed,
Cherish’d what dreams
and breathed what prayers in vain
But for my own worse penance
and sure loss;
Since first on Arno’s
shore I saw the light
Till now, whate’er I
sought, wherever turn’d,
My life has pass’d in
torment and in tears,
For mortal loveliness in air,
act, speech,
Has seized and soil’d
my soul:
O Virgin! pure and good,
Delay not till I reach my
life’s last year;
Swifter than shaft and shuttle
are, my days
’Mid misery and sin
Have vanish’d all, and
now Death only is behind!
Virgin! She now is dust,
who, living, held
My heart in grief, and plunged
it since in gloom;
She knew not of my many ills
this one,
And had she known, what since
befell me still
Had been the same, for every
other wish
Was death to me and ill renown
for her;
But, Queen of Heaven, our
Goddess—if to thee
Such homage be not sin—
Virgin! of matchless mind,
Thou knowest now the whole;
and that, which else
No other can, is nought to
thy great power:
Deign then my grief to end,
Thus honour shall be thine,
and safe my peace at last!
Virgin! in whom I fix my every
hope,
Who canst and will’st
assist me in great need,
Forsake me not in this my
worst extreme,
Regard not me but Him who
made me thus;
Let his high image stamp’d
on my poor worth
Towards one so low and lost
thy pity move:
Medusa spells have made me
as a rock
Distilling a vain flood;
Virgin! my harass’d
heart
With pure and pious tears
do thou fulfil,
That its last sigh at least
may be devout,
And free from earthly taint,
As was my earliest vow ere
madness fill’d my veins!
Virgin! benevolent, and foe
of pride,
Ah! let the love of our one
Author win,
Some mercy for a contrite
humble heart:
For, if her poor frail mortal
dust I loved
With loyalty so wonderful
and long,
Much more my faith and gratitude
for thee.
From this my present sad and
sunken state
If by thy help I rise,
Virgin! to thy dear name
I consecrate and cleanse my
thoughts, speech, pen,
My mind, and heart with all
its tears and sighs;
Point then that better path,
And with complacence view
my changed desires at last.
The day must come, nor distant
far its date,
Time flies so swift and sure,
O peerless and alone!
When death my heart, now conscience
struck, shall seize:
Commend me, Virgin! then to
thy dear Son,
True God and Very Man,
That my last sigh in peace
may, in his arms, be breathed!