At length before that high
tribunal each—
With anxious trembling I,
while in his mien
Was conscious triumph seen—
With earnest prayer concluded
thus his speech:
“Speak, noble lady!
we thy judgment wait.”
She then with equal air:
“It glads me to have
heard your keen debate,
But in a cause so great,
More time and thought it needs
just verdict to declare!”
MACGREGOR.
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I cited once t’
appear before the noble queen,
That ought to guide each mortal
life that in this world is seen,
That pleasant cruel foe that
robbeth hearts of ease,
And now doth frown, and then
doth fawn, and can both grieve and please;
And there, as gold in fire
full fined to each intent,
Charged with fear, and terror
eke I did myself present,
As one that doubted death,
and yet did justice crave,
And thus began t’ unfold
my cause in hope some help to have.
“Madam, in tender youth
I enter’d first this reign,
Where other sweet I never
felt, than grief and great disdain;
And eke so sundry kinds of
torments did endure.
As life I loathed, and death
desired my cursed case to cure;
And thus my woeful days unto
this hour have pass’d
In smoky sighs and scalding
tears, my wearied life to waste;
O Lord! what graces great
I fled, and eke refused
To serve this cruel crafty
Sire that doubtless trust abused.”
“What wit can use such
words to argue and debate,
What tongue express the full
effect of mine unhappy state;
What hand with pen can paint
t’ uncipher this deceit;
What heart so hard that would
not yield that once hath seen his bate;
What great and grievous wrongs,
what threats of ill success,
What single sweet, mingled
with mass of double bitterness.
With what unpleasant pangs,
with what an hoard of pains,
Hath he acquainted my green
years by his false pleasant trains.”
“Who by resistless power
hath forced me sue his dance,
That if I be not much abused
had found much better
And when I most resolved to
lead most quiet life, chance;
He spoil’d me of discordless
state, and thrust me in truceless strife.
He hath bewitch’d me
so that God the less I served,
And due respect unto myself
the further from me swerv’d;
He hath the love of one so
painted in my thought,
That other thing I can none
mind, nor care for as I ought.
And all this comes from him,
both counsel and the cause.
That whet my young desire
so much to th’ honour of his laws.”
HARINGTON MS.
SONNET LXXXII.
Dicemi spesso il mio fidato speglio.
HE AWAKES TO A CONVICTION OF THE NEAR APPROACH OF DEATH.