And linger not! ’tis time that I had fled;
Alas! my stay hath little here avail’d,
Since she, my Laura blest, resign’d her breath:
Life’s spring in me hath since that hour lain dead,
In her I lived, my life in hers exhaled,
The hour she died I felt within me death!
WOLLASTON.
CANZONE VI.
Quando il suave mio fido conforto.
SHE APPEARS TO HIM, AND, WITH MORE THAN WONTED AFFECTION, ENDEAVOURS TO CONSOLE HIM.
When she, the
faithful soother of my pain,
This life’s long weary
pilgrimage to cheer,
Vouchsafes beside my nightly
couch to appear,
With her sweet speech attempering
reason’s strain;
O’ercome by tenderness,
and terror vain,
I cry, “Whence comest
thou, O spirit blest?”
She from her beauteous breast
A branch of laurel and of
palm displays,
And, answering, thus she says.
“From th’ empyrean
seat of holy love
Alone thy sorrows to console
I move.”
In actions, and in words,
in humble guise
I speak my thanks, and ask,
“How may it be
That thou shouldst know my
wretched state?” and she
“Thy floods of tears
perpetual, and thy sighs
Breathed forth unceasing,
to high heaven arise.
And there disturb thy blissful
state serene;
So grievous hath it been,
That freed from this poor
being, I at last
To a better life have pass’d,
Which should have joy’d
thee hadst thou loved as well
As thy sad brow, and sadder
numbers tell.”
“Oh! not thy ills, I
but deplore my own,
In darkness, and in grief
remaining here,
Certain that thou hast reach’d
the highest sphere,
As of a thing that man hath
seen and known.
Would God and Nature to the
world have shown
Such virtue in a young and
gentle breast,
Were not eternal rest
The appointed guerdon of a
life so fair?
Thou! of the spirits rare,
Who, from a course unspotted,
pure and high,
Are suddenly translated to
the sky.
“But I! how can I cease
to weep? forlorn,
Without thee nothing, wretched,
desolate!
Oh, in the cradle had I met
my fate,
Or at the breast! and not
to love been born!”
And she: “Why by
consuming grief thus worn?
Were it not better spread
aloft thy wings,
And now all mortal things,
With these thy sweet and idle
fantasies,
At their just value prize,
And follow me, if true thy
tender vows,
Gathering henceforth with
me these honour’d boughs?”