If that pure spirit, pitying my woe,
Had not appear’d to bless my troubled sleep,
Ere memory broke upon the world below?
What pure, what gentle greetings then were mine!
In what attention wrapt she paused to hear
My life’s sad course, of which she bade me speak!
But as the dawn from forth the East did shine
Back to that heaven to which her way was clear,
She fled,—while falling tears bedew’d each cheek.
WROTTESLEY.
SONNET LXXIII.
Fu forse un tempo dolce cosa amore.
HE COMPLAINS OF HIS SUFFERINGS, WHICH ADMIT OF NO RELIEF.
Love, haply, was
erewhile a sweet relief;
I scarce know when; but now
it bitter grows
Beyond all else. Who
learns from life well knows,
As I have learnt to know from
heavy grief;
She, of our age, who was its
honour chief,
Who now in heaven with brighter
lustre glows,
Has robb’d my being
of the sole repose
It knew in life, though that
was rare and brief.
Pitiless Death my every good
has ta’en!
Not the great bliss of her
fair spirit freed
Can aught console the adverse
life I lead.
I wept and sang; who now can
wake no strain,
But day and night the pent
griefs of my soul
From eyes and tongue in tears
and verses roll.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET LXXIV.
Spinse amor e dolor ove ir non debbe.
REFLECTING THAT LAURA IS IN HEAVEN, HE REPENTS HIS EXCESSIVE GRIEF, AND IS CONSOLED.
Sorrow and Love
encouraged my poor tongue,
Discreet in sadness, where
it should not go,
To speak of her for whom I
burn’d and sung,
What, even were it true, ’twere
wrong to show.
That blessed saint my miserable
state
Might surely soothe, and ease
my spirit’s strife,
Since she in heaven is now
domesticate
With Him who ever ruled her
heart in life.
Wherefore I am contented and
consoled,
Nor would again in life her
form behold;
Nay, I prefer to die, and
live alone.
Fairer than ever to my mental
eye,
I see her soaring with the
angels high,
Before our Lord, her maker
and my own.
MACGREGOR.
My love and grief
compell’d me to proclaim
My heart’s lament, and
urged me to convey
That, were it true, of her
I should not say
Who woke alike my song and
bosom’s flame.
For I should comfort find,
’mid this world’s shame,
To mark her soul’s beatified
array,
To think that He who here
had own’d its sway,
Doth now within his home its
presence claim.
And true I comfort find—myself
resign’d,
I would not woo her back to
earthly gloom;
Oh! rather let me die, or
live still lone!
My mental eye, that holds
her there enshrined,
Now paints her wing’d,
bright with celestial bloom,
Prostrate beneath our mutual
Heaven’s throne.