While on my heart
the worms consuming prey’d
Of Love, and I with all his
fire was caught;
The steps of my fair wild
one still I sought
To trace o’er desert
mountains as she stray’d;
And much I dared in bitter
strains to upbraid
Both Love and her, whom I
so cruel thought;
But rude was then my genius,
and untaught
My rhymes, while weak and
new the ideas play’d.
Dead is that fire; and cold
its ashes lie
In one small tomb; which had
it still grown on
E’en to old age, as
oft by others felt,
Arm’d with the power
of rhyme, which wretched I
E’en now disclaim, my
riper strains had won
E’en stones to burst,
and in soft sorrows melt.
ANON., OX., 1795.
SONNET XXXVII.
Anima bella, da quel nodo sciolta.
HE PRAYS LAURA TO LOOK DOWN UPON HIM FROM HEAVEN.
Bright spirit,
from those earthly bonds released,
The loveliest ever wove in
Nature’s loom,
From thy bright skies compassionate
the gloom
Shrouding my life that once
of joy could taste!
Each false suggestion of thy
heart has ceased,
That whilom bade thee stem
disdain assume;
Now, all secure, heaven’s
habitant become,
List to my sighs, thy looks
upon me cast.
Mark the huge rock, whence
Sorga’s waters rise;
And see amidst its waves and
borders stray
One fed by grief and memory
that ne’er dies
But from that spot, oh! turn
thy sight away
Where I first loved, where
thy late dwelling lies;
That in thy friends thou nought
ungrateful may’st survey!
NOTT.
Blest soul, that,
loosen’d from those bands, art flown—
Bands than which Nature never
form’d more fair,
Look down and mark how changed
to carking care
From gladdest thoughts I pass
my days unknown.
Each false opinion from my
heart is gone,
That once to me made thy sweet
sight appear
Most harsh and bitter; now
secure from fear
Here turn thine eyes, and
listen to my moan.
Turn to this rock whence Sorga’s
waters rise,
And mark, where through the
mead its waters flow,
One who of thee still mindful
ceaseless sighs:
But leave me there unsought
for, where to glow
Our flames began, and where
thy mansion lies,
Lest thou in thine shouldst
see what grieved thee so.
ANON., OX., 1795.
SONNET XXXVIII.
Quel sol che mi mostrava il cammin destro.
LOVE AND HE SEEK LAURA, BUT FIND NO TRACES OF HER EXCEPT IN THE SKY.