Where virtue finds a more congenial state?
If so, she will illuminate that sphere
Even as a sun: but I—’tis done with me!
I then am nothing, have no business here!
O cruel absence! why not let me see
The worst? my little tale is told, I fear,
My scene is closed ere it accomplish’d be.
MOREHEAD.
No tidings yet—I
listen, but in vain;
Of her, my beautiful beloved
foe,
What or to think or say I
nothing know,
So thrills my heart, my fond
hopes so sustain,
Danger to some has in their
beauty lain;
Fairer and chaster she than
others show;
God haply seeks to snatch
from earth below
Virtue’s best friend,
that heaven a star may gain,
Or rather sun. If what
I dread be nigh,
My life, its trials long,
its brief repose
Are ended all. O cruel
absence! why
Didst thou remove me from
the menaced woes?
My short sad story is already
done,
And midway in its course my
vain race run.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CCXVII.
La sera desiar, odiar l’ aurora.
CONTRARY TO THE WONT OF LOVERS, HE PREFERS MORN TO EVE.
Tranquil and happy
loves in this agree,
The evening to desire and
morning hate:
On me at eve redoubled sorrows
wait—
Morning is still the happier
hour for me.
For then my sun and Nature’s
oft I see
Opening at once the orient’s
rosy gate,
So match’d in beauty
and in lustre great,
Heaven seems enamour’d
of our earth to be!
As when in verdant leaf the
dear boughs burst
Whose roots have since so
centred in my core,
Another than myself is cherish’d
more.
Thus the two hours contrast,
day’s last and first:
Reason it is who calms me
to desire,
And fear and hate who fiercer
feed my fire.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CCXVIII.
Far potess’ io vendetta di colei.
HIS SOUL VISITS HER IN SLEEP.
Oh! that from
her some vengeance I could wrest
With words and glances who
my peace destroys,
And then abash’d, for
my worse sorrow, flies,
Veiling her eyes so cruel,
yet so blest;
Thus mine afflicted spirits
and oppress’d
By sure degrees she sorely
drains and dries,
And in my heart, as savage
lion, cries
Even at night, when most I
should have rest.
My soul, which sleep expels
from his abode,
The body leaves, and, from
its trammels free,
Seeks her whose mien so often
menace show’d.
I marvel much, if heard its
advent be,
That while to her it spake,
and o’er her wept,
And round her clung, asleep
she alway kept.