Uncertain of my
state, I weep and sing,
I hope and tremble, and with
rhymes and sighs
I ease my load, while Love
his utmost tries
How worse my sore afflicted
heart to sting.
Will her sweet seraph face
again e’er bring
Their former light to these
despairing eyes.
(What to expect, alas! or
how advise)
Or must eternal grief my bosom
wring?
For heaven, which justly it
deserves to win,
It cares not what on earth
may be their fate,
Whose sun it was, where centred
their sole gaze.
Such terror, so perpetual
warfare in,
Changed from my former self,
I live of late
As one who midway doubts,
and fears and strays.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CCXV.
O dolci sguardi, o parolette accorte.
HE SIGHS FOR THOSE GLANCES FROM WHICH, TO HIS GRIEF, FORTUNE EVER DELIGHTS TO WITHDRAW HIM.
O angel looks!
O accents of the skies!
Shall I or see or hear you
once again?
O golden tresses, which my
heart enchain,
And lead it forth, Love’s
willing sacrifice!
O face of beauty given in
anger’s guise,
Which still I not enjoy, and
still complain!
O dear delusion! O bewitching
pain!
Transports, at once my punishment
and prize!
If haply those soft eyes some
kindly beam
(Eyes, where my soul and all
my thoughts reside)
Vouchsafe, in tender pity
to bestow;
Sudden, of all my joys the
murtheress tried,
Fortune with steed or ship
dispels the gleam;
Fortune, with stern behest
still prompt to work my woe.
WRANGHAM.
O gentle looks!
O words of heavenly sound!
Shall I behold you, hear you
once again?
O waving locks, that Love
has made the chain,
In which this wretched ruin’d
heart is bound!
O face divine! whose magic
spells surround
My soul, distemper’d
with unceasing pain:
O dear deceit! O loving
errors vain!
To hug the dart and doat upon
the wound!
Did those soft eyes, in whose
angelic light
My life, my thoughts, a constant
mansion find,
Ever impart a pure unmixed
delight?
Or if they have one moment,
then unkind
Fortune steps in, and sends
me from their sight,
And gives my opening pleasures
to the wind.
MOREHEAD.
SONNET CCXVI.
I’ pur ascolto, e non odo novella.
HEARING NO TIDINGS OF HER, HE BEGINS TO DESPAIR.
Still do I wait
to hear, in vain still wait,
Of that sweet enemy I love
so well:
What now to think or say I
cannot tell,
’Twixt hope and fear
my feelings fluctuate:
The beautiful are still the
marks of fate;
And sure her worth and beauty
most excel: