THOUGH HER EYES DESTROY HIM, HE CANNOT TEAR HIMSELF AWAY.
What destiny of
mine, what fraud or force,
Unarm’d again conducts
me to the field,
Where never came I but with
shame to yield
’Scape I or fall, which
better is or worse?
—Not worse, but
better; from so sweet a source
Shine in my heart those lights,
so bright reveal’d
The fatal fire, e’en
now as then, which seal’d
My doom, though twenty years
have roll’d their course
I feel death’s messengers
when those dear eyes,
Dazzling me from afar, I see
appear,
And if on me they turn as
she draw near,
Love with such sweetness tempts
me then and tries,
Tell it I cannot, nor recall
in sooth,
For wit and language fail
to reach the truth!
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CLXXXVI.
Liete e pensose, accompagnate e sole.
NOT FINDING HER WITH HER FRIENDS, HE ASKS THEM WHY SHE IS ABSENT.
P. Pensive and glad, accompanied,
alone,
Ladies who cheat the time with converse gay,
Where does my life, where does my death delay?
Why not with you her form, as usual, shown?
L. Glad are we her rare lustre to have
known,
And sad from her dear company to stay,
Which jealousy and envy keep away
O’er other’s bliss, as their
own ill who moan.
P. Who lovers can restrain, or give them
law?
L. No one the soul, harshness and rage
the frame;
As erst in us, this now in her appears.
As oft the face, betrays the heart, we saw
Clouds that, obscuring her high beauty, came,
And in her eyes the dewy trace of tears.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CLXXXVII.
Quando ‘l sol bagna in mur l’ aurato carro.
HIS NIGHTS ARE, LIKE HIS DAYS, PASSED IN TORMENT.
When in the sea
sinks the sun’s golden light,
And on my mind and nature
darkness lies,
With the pale moon, faint
stars and clouded skies
I pass a weary and a painful
night:
To her who hears me not I
then rehearse
My sad life’s fruitless
toils, early and late;
And with the world and with
my gloomy fate,
With Love, with Laura and
myself, converse.
Sleep is forbid me: I
have no repose,
But sighs and groans instead,
till morn returns,
And tears, with which mine
eyes a sad heart feeds;
Then comes the dawn, the thick
air clearer grows,
But not my soul; the sun which
in it burns
Alone can cure the grief his
fierce warmth breeds.
NOTT.
When Phoebus lashes
to the western main
His fiery steeds, and shades
the lurid air;
Grief shades my soul, my night
is spent in care;
Yon moon, yon stars, yon heaven
begin my pain.
Wretch that I am! full oft