Perdie! I
said it not,
Nor never thought to do:
As well as I, ye wot
I have no power thereto.
And if I did, the lot
That first did me enchain
May never slake the knot,
But strait it to my pain.
And if I did, each thing
That may do harm or woe,
Continually may wring
My heart, where so I go!
Report may always ring
Of shame on me for aye,
If in my heart did spring
The words that you do say.
And if I did, each star
That is in heaven above,
May frown on me, to mar
The hope I have in love!
And if I did, such war
As they brought unto Troy,
Bring all my life afar
From all his lust and joy!
And if I did so say,
The beauty that me bound
Increase from day to day,
More cruel to my wound!
With all the moan that may
To plaint may turn my song;
My life may soon decay,
Without redress, by wrong!
If I be clear from thought,
Why do you then complain?
Then is this thing but sought
To turn my heart to pain.
Then this that you have wrought,
You must it now redress;
Of right, therefore, you ought
Such rigour to repress.
And as I have deserved,
So grant me now my hire;
You know I never swerved,
You never found me liar.
For Rachel have I served,
For Leah cared I never;
And her I have reserved
Within my heart for ever.
WYATT.
If I said so,
may I be hated by
Her on whose love I live,
without which I should die—
If I said so, my days be sad
and short,
May my false soul some vile
dominion court.
If I said so, may every star
to me
Be hostile; round me grow
Pale fear and jealousy;
And she, my foe,
As cruel still and cold as
fair she aye must be.
If I said so, may Love upon
my heart
Expend his golden shafts,
on her the leaden dart;
Be heaven and earth, and God
and man my foe,
And she still more severe
if I said so:
If I said so, may he whose
blind lights lead
Me straightway to my grave,
Trample yet worse his slave,
Nor she behave
Gentle and kind to me in look,
or word, or deed.
If I said so, then through
my brief life may
All that is hateful block
my worthless weary way:
If I said so, may the proud
frost in thee
Grow prouder as more fierce
the fire in me:
If I said so, no more then
may the warm
Sun or bright moon be view’d,
Nor maid, nor matron’s
form,
But one dread storm
Such as proud Pharaoh saw
when Israel he pursued.