Marking of those
bright eyes the sun serene
Where reigneth Love, who mine
obscures and grieves,
My hopeless heart the weary
spirit leaves
Once more to gain its paradise
terrene;
Then, finding full of bitter-sweet
the scene,
And in the world how vast
the web it weaves.
A secret sigh for baffled
love it heaves,
Whose spurs so sharp, whose
curb so hard have been.
By these two contrary and
mix’d extremes,
With frozen or with fiery
wishes fraught,
To stand ’tween misery
and bliss she seems:
Seldom in glad and oft in
gloomy thought,
But mostly contrite for its
bold emprize,
For of like seed like fruit
must ever rise!
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CXLI.
Fera stella (se ’l cielo ha forza in noi).
TO PINE FOR HER IS BETTER THAN TO ENJOY HAPPINESS WITH ANY OTHER.
Ill-omen’d
was that star’s malignant gleam
That ruled my hapless birth;
and dim the morn
That darted on my infant eyes
the beam;
And harsh the wail, that told
a man was born;
And hard the sterile earth,
which first was worn
Beneath my infant feet; but
harder far,
And harsher still, the tyrant
maid, whose scorn,
In league with savage Love,
inflamed the war
Of all my passions.—Love
himself more tame,
With pity soothes my ills;
while that cold heart,
Insensible to the devouring
flame
Which wastes my vitals, triumphs
in my smart.
One thought is comfort—that
her scorn to bear,
Excels e’er prosperous
love, with other earthly fair.
WOODHOUSELEE.
An evil star usher’d
my natal morn
(If heaven have o’er
us power, as some have said),
Hard was the cradle where
I lay when born,
And hard the earth where first
my young feet play’d;
Cruel the lady who, with eyes
of scorn
And fatal bow, whose mark
I still was made,
Dealt me the wound, O Love,
which since I mourn
Whose cure thou only, with
those arms, canst aid.
But, ah! to thee my torments
pleasure bring:
She, too, severer would have
wished the blow,
A spear-head thrust, and not
an arrow-sting.
One comfort rests—better
to suffer so
For her, than others to enjoy:
and I,
Sworn on thy golden dart,
on this for death rely.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CXLII.
Quando mi vene innanzi il tempo e ’l loco.
RECOLLECTIONS OF EARLY LOVE.
The time and scene
where I a slave became
When I remember, and the knot
so dear
Which Love’s own hand
so firmly fasten’d here,
Which made my bitter sweet,
my grief a game;
My heart, with fuel stored,
is, as a flame
Of those soft sighs familiar