’Twixt yea and nay a constant battle fought.
Meanwhile the years pass on: and I behold
In my true glass the adverse time draw near
Her promise and my hope which limits here.
So let it be: alone I grow not old;
Changes not e’en with age my loving troth;
My fear is this—the short life left us both.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET CXXXVI.
Pien d’ un vago pensier, che me desvia.
HIS TONGUE IS TIED BY EXCESS OF PASSION.
Such vain thought
as wonted to mislead me
In desert hope, by well-assured
moan,
Makes me from company to live
alone,
In following her whom reason
bids me flee.
She fleeth as fast by gentle
cruelty;
And after her my heart would
fain be gone,
But armed sighs my way do
stop anon,
’Twixt hope and dread
locking my liberty;
Yet as I guess, under disdainful
brow
One beam of ruth is in her
cloudy look:
Which comforteth the mind,
that erst for fear shook:
And therewithal bolded I seek
the way how
To utter the smart I suffer
within;
But such it is, I not how
to begin.
WYATT.
Full of a tender
thought, which severs me
From all my kind, a lonely
musing thing,
From my breast’s solitude
I sometimes spring,
Still seeking her whom most
I ought to flee;
And see her pass though soft,
so adverse she,
That my soul spreads for flight
a trembling wing:
Of armed sighs such legions
does she bring,
The fair antagonist of Love
and me.
Yet from beneath that dark
disdainful brow,
Or much I err, one beam of
pity flows,
Soothing with partial warmth
my heart’s distress:
Again my bosom feels its wonted
glow!
But when my simple hope I
would disclose,
My o’er-fraught faltering
tongue the crowded thoughts oppress.
WRANGHAM.
SONNET CXXXVII.
Piu volte gia dal bel sembiante umano.
LOVE UNMANS HIS RESOLUTION.
Oft as her angel
face compassion wore,
With tears whose eloquence
scarce fails to move,
With bland and courteous speech,
I boldly strove
To soothe my foe, and in meek
guise implore:
But soon her eyes inspire
vain hopes no more;
For all my fortune, all my
fate in love,
My life, my death, the good,
the ills I prove,
To her are trusted by one
sovereign power.
Hence ’tis, whene’er
my lips would silence break,
Scarce can I hear the accents
which I vent,
By passion render’d
spiritless and weak.
Ah! now I find that fondness
to excess
Fetters the tongue, and overpowers
intent:
Faint is the flame that language
can express!