Is chafed and pines, so many ills and vast
Expose its peace to constant strifes unkind.
Nor hope I better days shall turn again;
But what is left from bad to worse may pass:
For ah! already life is on the wane.
Not now of adamant, but frail as glass,
I see my best hopes fall from me or fade,
And low in dust my fond thoughts broken laid.
MACGREGOR.
Love, Fortune,
and my ever-faithful mind,
Which loathes the present
in its memoried past,
So wound my spirit, that on
all I cast
An envied thought who rest
in darkness find.
My heart Love prostrates,
Fortune more unkind
No comfort grants, until its
sorrow vast
Impotent frets, then melts
to tears at last:
Thus I to painful warfare
am consign’d.
My halcyon days I hope not
to return,
But paint my future by a darker
tint;
My spring is gone—my
summer well-nigh fled:
Ah! wretched me! too well
do I discern
Each hope is now (unlike the
diamond flint)
A fragile mirror, with its
fragments shed.
WOLLASTON.
CANZONE XIII.
Se ’l pensier che mi strugge.
HE SEEKS IN VAIN TO MITIGATE HIS WOE.
Oh! that my cheeks
were taught
By the fond, wasting thought
To wear such hues as could
its influence speak;
Then the dear, scornful fair
Might all my ardour share;
And where Love slumbers now
he might awake!
Less oft the hill and mead
My wearied feet should tread;
Less oft, perhaps, these eyes
with tears should stream;
If she, who cold as snow,
With equal fire would glow—
She who dissolves me, and
converts to flame.
Since Love exerts his sway,
And bears my sense away,
I chant uncouth and inharmonious
songs:
Nor leaves, nor blossoms show,
Nor rind, upon the bough,
What is the nature that thereto
belongs.
Love, and those beauteous
eyes,
Beneath whose shade he lies,
Discover all the heart can
comprehend:
When vented are my cares
In loud complaints, and tears;
These harm myself, and others
those offend.
Sweet lays of sportive vein,
Which help’d me to sustain
Love’s first assault,
the only arms I bore;
This flinty breast say who
Shall once again subdue,
That I with song may soothe
me as before?
Some power appears to trace
Within me Laura’s face,
Whispers her name; and straight
in verse I strive
To picture her again,
But the fond effort’s
vain:
Me of my solace thus doth
Fate deprive.