THOUGH HE IS UNHAPPY, HIS LOVE REMAINS EVER UNCHANGED.
My sixteenth year
of sighs its course has run,
I stand alone, already on
the brow
Where Age descends: and
yet it seems as now
My time of trial only were
begun.
’Tis sweet to love,
and good to be undone;
Though life be hard, more
days may Heaven allow
Misfortune to outlive:
else Death may bow
The bright head low my loving
praise that won.
Here am I now who fain would
be elsewhere;
More would I wish and yet
no more I would;
I could no more and yet did
all I could:
And new tears born of old
desires declare
That still I am as I was wont
to be,
And that a thousand changes
change not me.
MACGREGOR.
CANZONE XII.
Una donna piu bella assai che ’l sole.
GLORY AND VIRTUE.
A lady, lovelier,
brighter than the sun,
Like him superior o’er
all time and space,
Of rare resistless grace,
Me to her train in early life
had won:
She, from that hour, in act,
and word and thought,
—For still the
world thus covets what is rare—
In many ways though brought
Before my search, was still
the same coy fair:
For her alone my plans, from
what they were,
Grew changed, since nearer
subject to her eyes;
Her love alone could spur
My young ambition to each
hard emprize:
So, if in long-wish’d
port I e’er arrive,
I hope, for aye through her,
When others deem me dead,
in honour to survive.
Full of first hope, burning
with youthful love,
She, at her will, as plainly
now appears,
Has led me many years,
But for one end, my nature
best to prove:
Oft showing me her shadow,
veil, and dress,
But never her sweet face,
till I, who right
Knew not her power to bless,
All my green youth for these,
contented quite,
So spent, that still the memory
is delight:
Since onward yet some glimpse
of her is seen,
I now may own, of late,
Such as till then she ne’er
for me had been,
She shows herself, shooting
through all my heart
An icy cold so great
That save in her dear arms
it ne’er can thence depart.
Not that in this cold fear
I all did shrink,
For still my heart was to
such boldness strung
That to her feet I clung,
As if more rapture from her
eyes to drink:
And she—for now
the veil was ta’en away
Which barr’d my sight—thus
spoke me, “Friend, you see
How fair I am, and may
Ask, for your years, whatever
fittest be.”
“Lady,” I said,
“so long my love on thee
Has fix’d, that now
I feel myself on fire,
What, in this state, to shun,
and what desire.”
She, thereon, with a voice
so wond’rous sweet
And earnest look replied,
By turns with hope and fear
it made my quick heart beat:—