I knew for hers, who—be my judgment sound—
Deserves in bliss immortal to abide.
I whisper’d to my heart, Nay, wherefore fear?
But scarcely did the thought arise within
Than the bright rays in which I burn were here.
As thunders with the lightning-flash begin,
So was I struck at once both blind and mute,
By her dear dazzling eyes and sweet salute.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET LXXXVIII.
La donna che ’l mio cor nel viso porta.
HER KIND AND GENTLE SALUTATION THRILLS HIS HEART WITH PLEASURE.
She, in her face
who doth my gone heart wear,
As lone I sate ’mid
love-thoughts dear and true,
Appear’d before me:
to show honour due,
I rose, with pallid brow and
reverent air.
Soon as of such my state she
was aware,
She turn’d on me with
look so soft and new
As, in Jove’s greatest
fury, might subdue
His rage, and from his hand
the thunders tear.
I started: on her further
way she pass’d
Graceful, and speaking words
I could not brook,
Nor of her lustrous eyes the
loving look.
When on that dear salute my
thoughts are cast,
So rich and varied do my pleasures
flow,
No pain I feel, nor evil fear
below.
MACGREGOR.
[Illustration: SOLITUDES OF VAUCLUSE.]
SONNET LXXXIX.
Sennuccio, i’ vo’ che sappi in qual maniera.
HE RELATES TO HIS FRIEND SENNUCCIO HIS UNHAPPINESS,
AND THE VARIED MOOD
OF LAURA.
To thee, Sennuccio,
fain would I declare,
To sadden life, what wrongs,
what woes I find:
Still glow my wonted flames;
and, though resign’d
To Laura’s fickle will,
no change I bear.
All humble now, then haughty
is my fair;
Now meek, then proud; now
pitying, then unkind:
Softness and tenderness now
sway her mind;
Then do her looks disdain
and anger wear.
Here would she sweetly sing,
there sit awhile,
Here bend her step, and there
her step retard;
Here her bright eyes my easy
heart ensnared;
There would she speak fond
words, here lovely smile;
There frown contempt;—such
wayward cares I prove
By night, by day; so wills
our tyrant Love!
ANON. 1777.
Alas, Sennuccio!
would thy mind could frame
What now I suffer! what my
life’s drear reign;
Consumed beneath my heart’s
continued pain,
At will she guides me—yet
am I the same.
Now humble—then
doth pride her soul inflame;
Now harsh—then
gentle; cruel—kind again;
Now all reserve—then
borne on frolic’s vein;
Disdain alternates with a
milder claim.
Here once she sat, and there
so sweetly sang;