Could I, in melting
verse, my thoughts but throw,
As in my heart their living
load I bear,
No soul so cruel in the world
was e’er
That would not at the tale
with pity glow.
But ye, blest eyes, which
dealt me the sore blow,
’Gainst which nor helm
nor shield avail’d to spare
Within, without, behold me
poor and bare,
Though never in laments is
breathed my woe.
But since on me your bright
glance ever shines,
E’en as a sunbeam through
transparent glass,
Suffice then the desire without
the lines.
Faith Peter bless’d
and Mary, but, alas!
It proves an enemy to me alone,
Whose spirit save by you to
none is known.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET LXXV.
Io son dell’ aspectar omai si vinto.
HAVING ONCE SURRENDERED HIMSELF, HE IS COMPELLED EVER TO ENDURE THE PANGS OF LOVE.
Weary with expectation’s
endless round,
And overcome in this long
war of sighs,
I hold desires in hate and
hopes despise,
And every tie wherewith my
breast is bound;
But the bright face which
in my heart profound
Is stamp’d, and seen
where’er I turn mine eyes,
Compels me where, against
my will, arise
The same sharp pains that
first my ruin crown’d.
Then was my error when the
old way quite
Of liberty was bann’d
and barr’d to me:
He follows ill who pleases
but his sight:
To its own harm my soul ran
wild and free,
Now doom’d at others’
will to wait and wend;
Because that once it ventured
to offend.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET LXXVI.
Ahi bella liberta, come tu m’ hai.
HE DEPLORES HIS LOST LIBERTY AND THE UNHAPPINESS OF HIS PRESENT STATE.
Alas! fair Liberty,
thus left by thee,
Well hast thou taught my discontented
heart
To mourn the peace it felt,
ere yet Love’s dart
Dealt me the wound which heal’d
can never be;
Mine eyes so charm’d
with their own weakness grow
That my dull mind of reason
spurns the chain;
All worldly occupation they
disdain,
Ah! that I should myself have
train’d them so.
Naught, save of her who is
my death, mine ear
Consents to learn; and from
my tongue there flows
No accent save the name to
me so dear;
Love to no other chase my
spirit spurs,
No other path my feet pursue;
nor knows
My hand to write in other
praise but hers.
MACGREGOR.
Alas, sweet Liberty!
in speeding hence,
Too well didst thou reveal
unto my heart
Its careless joy, ere Love
ensheathed his dart,
Of whose dread wound I ne’er
can lose the sense
My eyes, enamour’d of
their grief intense,
Did in that hour from Reason’s