And in the sweet task modulate my lay:
But gently be it, lest th’ o’erpowering theme
Inflame and sting me, lest my fond heart may
Dissolve in too much softness, which I deem,
From its sad state, may be:
For in me—hence my terror and distress!
Not now as erst I see
Judgment to keep my mind’s great passion less:
Nay, rather from mine own thoughts melt I so,
As melts before the summer sun the snow.
At first I fondly thought
Communing with mine ardent
flame to win
Some brief repose, some time
of truce within:
This was the hope which brought
Me courage what I suffer’d
to explain,
Now, now it leaves me martyr
to my pain:
But still, continuing mine
amorous song,
Must I the lofty enterprise
maintain;
So powerful is the wish that
in me glows,
That Reason, which so long
Restrain’d it, now no
longer can oppose.
Then teach me, Love, to sing
In such frank guise, that
ever if the ear
Of my sweet foe should chance
the notes to hear,
Pity, I ask no more, may in
her spring.
If, as in other times,
When kindled to true virtue
was mankind,
The genius, energy of man
could find
Entrance in divers climes,
Mountains and seas o’erpassing,
seeking there
Honour, and culling oft its
garland fair,
Mine were such wish, not mine
such need would be.
From shore to shore my weary
course to trace,
Since God, and Love, and Nature
deign for me
Each virtue and each grace
In those dear eyes where I
rejoice to place.
In life to them must I
Turn as to founts whence peace
and safety swell:
And e’en were death,
which else I fear not, nigh,
Their sight alone would teach
me to be well.
As, vex’d by the fierce
wind,
The weary sailor lifts at
night his gaze
To the twin lights which still
our pole displays,
So, in the storms unkind
Of Love which I sustain, in
those bright eyes
My guiding light and only
solace lies:
But e’en in this far
more is due to theft,
Which, taught by Love, from
time to time, I make
Of secret glances than their
gracious gift:
Yet that, though rare and
slight,
Makes me from them perpetual
model take;
Since first they blest my
sight
Nothing of good without them
have I tried,
Placing them over me to guard
and guide,
Because mine own worth held
itself but light.
Never the full effect
Can I imagine, and describe
it less
Which o’er my heart
those soft eyes still possess!
As worthless I reject
And mean all other joys that
life confers,
E’en as all other beauties
yield to hers.
A tranquil peace, alloy’d
by no distress,
Such as in heaven eternally