On the salt sea, it first my notice caught.
I fled from thy broad hands, and, by the way,
An unknown wanderer, ’neath the violence
Of winds, and waves, and skies, I helpless lay,
When, lo! thy ministers, I knew not whence,
Who quickly made me by fresh stings to feel
Ill who resists his fate, or would conceal.
MACGREGOR.
CANZONE VII.
Lasso me, ch i’ non so in qual parte pieghi.
HE WOULD CONSOLE HIMSELF WITH SONG, BUT IS CONSTRAINED TO WEEP.
Me wretched! for
I know not whither tend
The hopes which have so long
my heart betray’d:
If none there be who will
compassion lend,
Wherefore to Heaven these
often prayers for aid?
But if, belike, not yet denied
to me
That, ere my own life end,
These sad notes mute shall
be,
Let not my Lord conceive the
wish too free,
Yet once, amid sweet flowers,
to touch the string,
“Reason and right it
is that love I sing.”
Reason indeed there were at
last that I
Should sing, since I have
sigh’d so long and late,
But that for me ’tis
vain such art to try,
Brief pleasures balancing
with sorrows great;
Could I, by some sweet verse,
but cause to shine
Glad wonder and new joy
Within those eyes divine,
Bliss o’er all other
lovers then were mine!
But more, if frankly fondly
I could say,
“My lady asks, I therefore
wake the lay.”
Delicious, dangerous thoughts!
that, to begin
A theme so high, have gently
led me thus,
You know I ne’er can
hope to pass within
Our lady’s heart, so
strongly steel’d from us;
She will not deign to look
on thing so low,
Nor may our language win
Aught of her care: since
Heaven ordains it so,
And vainly to oppose must
irksome grow,
Even as I my heart to stone
would turn,
“So in my verse would
I be rude and stern.”
What do I say? where am I?—My
own heart
And its misplaced desires
alone deceive!
Though my view travel utmost
heaven athwart
No planet there condemns me
thus to grieve:
Why, if the body’s veil
obscure my sight,
Blame to the stars impart.
Or other things as bright?
Within me reigns my tyrant,
day and night,
Since, for his triumph, me
a captive took
“Her lovely face, and
lustrous eyes’ dear look.”
While all things else in Nature’s
boundless reign
Came good from the Eternal
Master’s mould,
I look for such desert in
me in vain:
Me the light wounds that I
around behold;
To the true splendour if I
turn at last,
My eye would shrink in pain,
Whose own fault o’er
it cast
Such film, and not the fatal
day long past,
When first her angel beauty
met my view,
“In the sweet season
when my life was new.”