That felon Love, to aggravate my pain,
Mine easy heart hath thus to hope inclined;
And now the maxim sage I call to mind,
That mortal bliss must doubtful still remain
Till death from earthly bonds the soul unbind.
CHARLEMONT.
Counting the hours,
lest I myself mislead
By blind desire wherewith
my heart is torn,
E’en while I speak away
the moments speed,
To me and pity which alike
were sworn.
What shade so cruel as to
blight the seed
Whence the wish’d fruitage
should so soon be born?
What beast within my fold
has leap’d to feed?
What wall is built between
the hand and corn?
Alas! I know not, but,
if right I guess,
Love to such joyful hope has
only led
To plunge my weary life in
worse distress;
And I remember now what once
I read,
Until the moment of his full
release
Man’s bliss begins not,
nor his troubles cease.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET XLIV.
Mie venture al venir son tarde e pigre.
FEW ARE THE SWEETS, BUT MANY THE BITTERS OF LOVE.
Ever my hap is
slack and slow in coming,
Desire increasing, ay my hope
uncertain
With doubtful love, that but
increaseth pain;
For, tiger-like, so swift
it is in parting.
Alas! the snow black shall
it be and scalding,
The sea waterless, and fish
upon the mountain,
The Thames shall back return
into his fountain,
And where he rose the sun
shall take [his] lodging,
Ere I in this find peace or
quietness;
Or that Love, or my Lady,
right wisely,
Leave to conspire against
me wrongfully.
And if I have, after such
bitterness,
One drop of sweet, my mouth
is out of taste,
That all my trust and travail
is but waste.
WYATT.
Late to arrive
my fortunes are and slow—
Hopes are unsure, desires
ascend and swell,
Suspense, expectancy in me
rebel—
But swifter to depart than
tigers go.
Tepid and dark shall be the
cold pure snow,
The ocean dry, its fish on
mountains dwell,
The sun set in the East, by
that old well
Alike whence Tigris and Euphrates
flow,
Ere in this strife I peace
or truce shall find,
Ere Love or Laura practise
kinder ways,
Sworn friends, against me
wrongfully combined.
After such bitters, if some
sweet allays,
Balk’d by long fasts
my palate spurns the fare,
Sole grace from them that
falleth to my share.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET XLV.
La guancia che fu gia piangendo stanca.
TO HIS FRIEND AGAPITO, WITH A PRESENT.