A thousand times,
sweet warrior, to obtain
Peace with those beauteous
eyes I’ve vainly tried,
Proffering my heart; but with
that lofty pride
To bend your looks so lowly
you refrain:
Expects a stranger fair that
heart to gain,
In frail, fallacious hopes
will she confide:
It never more to me can be
allied;
Since what you scorn, dear
lady, I disdain.
In its sad exile if no aid
you lend
Banish’d by me; and
it can neither stay
Alone, nor yet another’s
call obey;
Its vital course must hasten
to its end:
Ah me, how guilty then we
both should prove,
But guilty you the most, for
you it most doth love.
NOTT.
SESTINA I.
A qualunque animale alberga in terra.
NIGHT BRINGS HIM NO REST. HE IS THE PREY OF DESPAIR.
To every animal
that dwells on earth,
Except to those which have
in hate the sun,
Their time of labour is while
lasts the day;
But when high heaven relumes
its thousand stars,
This seeks his hut, and that
its native wood,
Each finds repose, at least
until the dawn.
But I, when fresh and fair
begins the dawn
To chase the lingering shades
that cloak’d the earth,
Wakening the animals in every
wood,
No truce to sorrow find while
rolls the sun;
And, when again I see the
glistening stars,
Still wander, weeping, wishing
for the day.
When sober evening chases
the bright day,
And this our darkness makes
for others dawn,
Pensive I look upon the cruel
stars
Which framed me of such pliant
passionate earth,
And curse the day that e’er
I saw the sun,
Which makes me native seem
of wildest wood.
And yet methinks was ne’er
in any wood,
So wild a denizen, by night
or day,
As she whom thus I blame in
shade and sun:
Me night’s first sleep
o’ercomes not, nor the dawn,
For though in mortal coil
I tread the earth,
My firm and fond desire is
from the stars.
Ere up to you I turn, O lustrous
stars,
Or downwards in love’s
labyrinthine wood,
Leaving my fleshly frame in
mouldering earth,
Could I but pity find in her,
one day
Would many years redeem, and
to the dawn
With bliss enrich me from
the setting sun!
Oh! might I be with her where
sinks the sun,
No other eyes upon us but
the stars,
Alone, one sweet night, ended
by no dawn,
Nor she again transfigured
in green wood,
To cheat my clasping arms,
as on the day,
When Phoebus vainly follow’d
her on earth.
I shall lie low in earth,
in crumbling wood.
And clustering stars shall
gem the noon of day,
Ere on so sweet a dawn shall
rise that sun.
MACGREGOR.