For, of this fair the splendour to regard,
I am but weak and ill—against late hours
And darkness gath’ring round—myself to ward.
Wherefore, with tearful eyes of failing powers,
My destiny condemns me still to turn
Where following faster I but fiercer burn.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET XVIII.
Vergognando talor ch’ ancor si taccia.
THE PRAISES OF LAURA TRANSCEND HIS POETIC POWERS.
Ashamed sometimes
thy beauties should remain
As yet unsung, sweet lady,
in my rhyme;
When first I saw thee I recall
the time,
Pleasing as none shall ever
please again.
But no fit polish can my verse
attain,
Not mine is strength to try
the task sublime:
My genius, measuring its power
to climb,
From such attempt doth prudently
refrain.
Full oft I oped my lips to
chant thy name;
Then in mid utterance the
lay was lost:
But say what muse can dare
so bold a flight?
Full oft I strove in measure
to indite;
But ah, the pen, the hand,
the vein I boast,
At once were vanquish’d
by the mighty theme!
NOTT.
Ashamed at times
that I am silent, yet,
Lady, though your rare beauties
prompt my rhyme,
When first I saw thee I recall
the time
Such as again no other can
be met.
But, with such burthen on
my shoulders set.
My mind, its frailty feeling,
cannot climb,
And shrinks alike from polish’d
and sublime,
While my vain utterance frozen
terrors let.
Often already have I sought
to sing,
But midway in my breast the
voice was stay’d,
For ah! so high what praise
may ever spring?
And oft have I the tender
verse essay’d,
But still in vain; pen, hand,
and intellect
In the first effort conquer’d
are and check’d.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET XIX.
Mille fiate, o dolce mia guerrera.
HIS HEART, REJECTED BY LAURA, WILL PERISH, UNLESS SHE RELENT.
A thousand times,
sweet warrior, have I tried,
Proffering my heart to thee,
some peace to gain
From those bright eyes, but
still, alas! in vain,
To such low level stoops not
thy chaste pride.
If others seek the love thus
thrown aside,
Vain were their hopes and
labours to obtain;
The heart thou spurnest I
alike disdain,
To thee displeasing, ’tis
by me denied.
But if, discarded thus, it
find not thee
Its joyless exile willing
to befriend,
Alone, untaught at others’
will to wend,
Soon from life’s weary
burden will it flee.
How heavy then the guilt to
both, but more
To thee, for thee it did the
most adore.
MACGREGOR.