Tears, bitter
tears adown my pale cheek rain,
Bursts from mine anguish’d
breast a storm of sighs,
Whene’er on you I turn
my passionate eyes,
For whom alone this bright
world I disdain.
True! to my ardent wishes
and old pain
That mild sweet smile a peaceful
balm supplies,
Rescues me from the martyr
fire that tries,
Rapt and intent on you whilst
I remain;
Thus in your presence—but
my spirits freeze
When, ushering with fond acts
a warm adieu,
My fatal stars from life’s
quench’d heaven decay.
My soul released at last with
Love’s apt keys
But issues from my heart to
follow you,
Nor tears itself without much
thought away.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET XVI.
Quand’ io son tutto volto in quella parte.
HE FLIES, BUT PASSION PURSUES HIM.
When I reflect
and turn me to that part
Whence my sweet lady beam’d
in purest light,
And in my inmost thought remains
that light
Which burns me and consumes
in every part,
I, who yet dread lest from
my heart it part
And see at hand the end of
this my light,
Go lonely, like a man deprived
of light,
Ignorant where to go; whence
to depart.
Thus flee I from the stroke
which lays me dead,
Yet flee not with such speed
but that desire
Follows, companion of my flight
alone.
Silent I go:—but
these my words, though dead,
Others would cause to weep—this
I desire,
That I may weep and waste
myself alone.
CAPEL LOFFT.
When all my mind
I turn to the one part
Where sheds my lady’s
face its beauteous light,
And lingers in my loving thought
the light
That burns and racks within
me ev’ry part,
I from my heart who fear that
it may part,
And see the near end of my
single light,
Go, as a blind man, groping
without light,
Who knows not where yet presses
to depart.
Thus from the blows which
ever wish me dead
I flee, but not so swiftly
that desire
Ceases to come, as is its
wont, with me.
Silent I move: for accents
of the dead
Would melt the general age:
and I desire
That sighs and tears should
only fall from me.
MACGREGOR.
SONNET XVII.
Son animali al mondo di si altera.
HE COMPARES HIMSELF TO A MOTH.
Creatures there
are in life of such keen sight
That no defence they need
from noonday sun,
And others dazzled by excess
of light
Who issue not abroad till
day is done,
And, with weak fondness, some
because ’tis bright,
Who in the death-flame for
enjoyment run,
Thus proving theirs a different
virtue quite—
Alas! of this last kind myself