Heard hardly, some of her new friends,
Playing at holy games,
Spake, gentle-mouthed, among themselves,
Their virginal chaste names;
And the souls, mounting up to God,
Went by her like thin flames.
And still she bowed herself, and stooped
Into the vast waste calm;
Till her bosom’s pressure must have
made
The bar she leaned on warm,
And the lilies lay as if asleep
Along her bended arm.
From the fixt lull of heaven, she saw
Time, like a pulse, shake
fierce
Through all the worlds. Her gaze
still strove,
In that steep gulph, to pierce
The swarm: and then she spake, as
when
The stars sang in their spheres.
“I wish that he were come to me,
For he will come,” she
said.
“Have I not prayed in solemn heaven?
On earth, has he not prayed?
Are not two prayers a perfect strength?
And shall I feel afraid?
“When round his head the aureole
clings,
And he is clothed in white,
I’ll take his hand, and go with
him
To the deep wells of light,
And we will step down as to a stream
And bathe there in God’s
sight.
“We two will stand beside that shrine,
Occult, withheld, untrod,
Whose lamps tremble continually
With prayer sent up to God;
And where each need, revealed, expects
Its patient period.
“We two will lie i’ the shadow
of
That living mystic tree
Within whose secret growth the Dove
Sometimes is felt to be,
While every leaf that His plumes touch
Saith His name audibly.
“And I myself will teach to him—
I myself, lying so,—
The songs I sing here; which his mouth
Shall pause in, hushed and
slow,
Finding some knowledge at each pause
And some new thing to know.”
(Alas! to her wise simple mind
These things were all but
known
Before: they trembled on her sense,—
Her voice had caught their
tone.
Alas for lonely Heaven! Alas
For life wrung out alone!
Alas, and though the end were reached?........ Was thy part understood Or borne in trust? And for her sake Shall this too be found good?— May the close lips that knew not prayer Praise ever, though they would?)
“We two,” she said, “will
seek the groves
Where the lady Mary is,
With her five handmaidens, whose names
Are five sweet symphonies:—
Cecily, Gertrude, Magdalen,
Margaret, and Rosalys.
“Circle-wise sit they, with bound
locks
And bosoms covered;
Into the fine cloth, white like flame,
Weaving the golden thread,
To fashion the birth-robes for them
Who are just born, being dead.
“He shall fear haply, and be dumb.
Then I will lay my cheek
To his, and tell about our love,
Not once abashed or weak:
And the dear Mother will approve
My pride, and let me speak.