Within a huge tree’s steady shade,
When resting from our walk,
How pleasant was her talk!
Elegant deer leaped o’er the glade,
Or stood with wide bright
eyes,
Staring a short surprise:
Outside the shadow cows were laid,
Chewing with drowsy eye
Their cuds complacently:
Dim for sunshine drew near a milking-maid.
Rooks cawed and labored thro’ the
heat;
Each wing-flap seemed to make
Their weary bodies ache:
The swallows, tho’ so very fleet,
Made breathless pauses there
At something in the air:—
All disappeared: our pulses beat
Distincter throbs: then
each
Turned and kissed, without
speech,—
She trembling, from her mouth down to
her feet.
My head sank on her bosom’s heave,
So close to the soft skin
I heard the life within.
My forehead felt her coolly breathe,
As with her breath it rose:
To perfect my repose
Her two arms clasped my neck. The
eve
Spread silently around,
A hush along the ground,
And all sound with the sunlight seemed
to leave.
By my still gaze she must have known
The mighty bliss that filled
My whole soul, for she thrilled,
Drooping her face, flushed, on my own;
I felt that it was such
By its light warmth of touch.
My lady was with me alone:
That vague sensation brought
More real joy than thought.
I am without her now, truly alone.
We had no heed of time: the cause
Was that our minds were quite
Absorbed in our delight,
Silently blessed. Such stillness
awes,
And stops with doubt, the
breath,
Like the mute doom of death.
I felt Time’s instantaneous pause;
An instant, on my eye
Flashed all Eternity:—
I started, as if clutched by wild beasts’
claws,
Awakened from some dizzy swoon:
I felt strange vacant fears,
With singings in my ears,
And wondered that the pallid moon
Swung round the dome of night
With such tremendous might.
A sweetness, like the air of June,
Next paled me with suspense,
A weight of clinging sense—
Some hidden evil would burst on me soon.
My lady’s love has passed away,
To know that it is so
To me is living woe.
That body lies in cold decay,
Which held the vital soul
When she was my life’s
soul.
Bitter mockery it was to say—
“Our souls are as the
same:”
My words now sting like shame;
Her spirit went, and mine did not obey.
It was as if a fiery dart
Passed seething thro’
my brain
When I beheld her lain
There whence in life she did not part.
Her beauty by degrees,
Sank, sharpened with disease:
The heavy sinking at her heart
Sucked hollows in her cheek,
And made her eyelids weak,
Tho’ oft they’d open wide
with sudden start.