Rising after a while, the ascent began.
Broken and bare the soil was; and thin
grass,
Dry and scarce green, was scattered here
and there
In tufts: and, toiling up, my knees
almost
Reaching my chin, one hand upon my knee,
Or grasping sometimes at the earth, I
went,
With eyes fixed on the next step to be
taken,
Not glancing right or left; till, at the
end,
I stood straight up, and the tower stood
straight up
Before my face. One tower, and nothing
more;
For all the rest has gone this way and
that,
And is not anywhere, saving a few
Fragments that lie about, some on the
top,
Some fallen half down on either side the
hill,
Uncared for, well nigh grown into the
ground.
The tower is grey, and brown, and black,
with green
Patches of mildew and of ivy woven
Over the sightless loopholes and the sides:
And from the ivy deaf-coiled spiders dangle,
Or scurry to catch food; and their fine
webs
Touch at your face wherever you may pass.
The sun’s light scorched upon it;
and a fry
Of insects in one spot quivered for ever,
Out and in, in and out, with glancing
wings
That caught the light, and buzzings here
and there;
That little life which swarms about large
death;
No one too many or too few, but each
Ordained, and being each in its own place.
The ancient door, cut deep into the wall,
And cramped with iron rusty now and rotten,
Was open half: and, when I strove
to move it
That I might have free passage inwards,
stood
Unmoved and creaking with old uselessness:
So, pushing it, I entered, while the dust
Was shaken down upon me from all sides.
The narrow stairs, lighted by scanty streaks
That poured in thro’ the loopholes
pierced high up,
Wound with the winding tower, until I
gained,
Delivered from the closeness and the damp
And the dim air, the outer battlements.
There opposite, the tower’s black
turret-girth
Suppressed the multiplied steep chasm
of fathoms,
So that immediately the fields far down
Lay to their heaving distance for the
eyes,
Satisfied with one gaze unconsciously,
To pass to glory of heaven, and to know
light.
Here was no need of thinking:—merely
sense
Was found sufficient: the wind made
me free,
Breathed, and returned by me in a hard
breath:
And what at first seemed silence, being
roused
By callings of the cuckoo from far off,
Resolved itself into a sound of trees
That swayed, and into chirps reciprocal
On each side, and revolving drone of flies.
Then, stepping to the brink, and looking
sheer
To where the slope ceased in the level
stretch
Of country, I sat down to lay my head
Backwards into a single ivy-bush
Complex of leaf. I lay there till
the wind
Blew to me, from a church seen miles away,
Half the hour’s chimes.