It runs as follows:
“MY DEAR FRANK,
“I know you won’t
like what I have to say, but it has to be
said. Believe me,
it costs me as much to write as you to
read—perhaps
more.
“It is this: Our engagement must be at an end.
“You have a perfect
right to ask me for reasons, so I will give
them at once, as I don’t
want to open the subject again. It
would do no kind of
good. My mind is absolutely made up.
“My main reason is this: When I became engaged to you I did not know you properly. I thought you were quite different from what you are. I thought that underneath all your nice wildness, and so on, there was a very solid person. And I hinted that, you will remember, in my first letter, which I suppose you have received just before this. And now I simply can’t think that any longer.
“I don’t in the least blame you for being what you are: that’s not my business. But I must just say this—that a man who can do what you’ve done, not only for a week or two, as I thought at first, as a sort of game, but for nearly three months, and during that time could leave me with only three or four postcards and no news; above all, a man who could get into such disgrace and trouble, and actually go to prison, and yet not seem to mind much—well, it isn’t what I had thought of you.
“You see, there
are a whole lot of things together. It isn’t
just this or that, but
the whole thing.
“First you became a Catholic, without telling me anything until just before. I didn’t like that, naturally, but I didn’t say anything. It isn’t nice for a husband and wife to be of different religions. Then you ran away from Cambridge; then you got mixed up with this man you speak of in your letter to Jack; and you must have been rather fond of him, you know, to go to prison for him, as I suppose you did. And yet, after all that, I expect you’ve gone to meet him again in York. And then there’s the undeniable fact of prison.
“You see, it’s all these things together—one after another. I have defended you to your father again and again; I haven’t allowed anybody to abuse you without standing up for you; but it really has gone too far. You know I did half warn you in that other letter. I know you couldn’t have got it till just now, but that wasn’t my fault; and the letter shows what I was thinking, even three months ago.
“Don’t be too angry with me, Frank. I’m very fond of you still, and I shall always stand up for you when I can. And please don’t answer this in any way. Jack Kirkby isn’t answering just yet. I asked him not, though he doesn’t know why.
“Your father is going to
send the news that the engagement is
broken off to the newspapers.
“Yours
sincerely,
“JENNY LAUNTON.”