A year ago—how rich we seemed!
Like piles of gold our kisses
lay,
Enough to last our lives we dreamed,
And lives to come, we used
to say—
Yet are we at the last to-day.
The last, I say, yet scarce believe
What all my heart is black
with knowing;
Doomed, I yet watch for some reprieve,
But know too well that love
is going,
As sure as yonder stream is
flowing.
Look round us how the hot sun burns
In plots of glory here and
there,
Pouring its gold among the ferns:
So burned my lips upon your
hair,
So rained our kisses, love,
last year.
We saw not where a shadow loomed,
That, from its first auroral
hour,
Our happy paradise fore-doomed;
A Fate within whose icy power
Love blooms as helpless as
a flower.
Its shadow by the dial stands,
The golden moments shudder
past,
Soon shall he smite apart our hands,
In vain we hold each other
fast,
And the last kiss must come
at last.
The last! then be it charged with fire,
With sacred passion wild and
white,
With such a glory of desire,
We two shall vanish in its
light,
And find each other in God’s
sight.
The heart on the sleeve
I wore my heart upon my sleeve,
Tis most unwise, they say,
to do—
But then how could I but believe
The foolish thing was safe
with you?
Yet, had I known, ’twas safer far
With wolves and tigers, the
wild sea
Were kinder to it than you are—
Sweetheart, how you must laugh
at me!
Yet am I glad I did not know
That creatures of such tender
bloom,
Beneath their sanctuary snow,
Were such cold ministers of
doom;
For had I known, as I began
To love you, ere we flung
apart,
I had not been so glad a man
As holds his lady to his heart.
And am I lonely here to-night
With empty eyes, the cause
is this,
Your face it was that gave me sight,
My heart ran over with your
kiss.
Still do I think that what I laid
Before the altar of your face,
Flower of words that shall not fade,
Were worthy of a moment’s
grace;
Some thoughtless, lightly dropped largesse,
A touch of your immortal hand
Laid on my brow in tenderness,
Though you could never understand.
And yet with hungered lips to touch
Your feet of pearl and in
your face
To look a little was over-much—
In heaven is no such fair
a place
As, broken-hearted, at your feet
To lie there and to kiss them,
sweet.
At her feet
My head is at your feet,
Two Cytherean doves,
The same, O cruel sweet,
As were the Queen of Love’s;
They brush my dreaming brows
With silver fluttering beat,
Here in your golden house,
Beneath your feet.