which always had an accent of scrupulous, of almost
studied, consideration. An uninitiated observer,
hearing him, would have imagined her to be a person
of a certain age—possibly an affectionate
maiden aunt—who had once done him a kindness
which he highly appreciated: perhaps presented
him with a check for a thousand dollars. Rowland
noted the difference between his present frankness
and his reticence during the first six months of his
engagement, and sometimes wondered whether it was
not rather an anomaly that he should expatiate more
largely as the happy event receded. He had wondered
over the whole matter, first and last, in a great
many different ways, and looked at it in all possible
lights. There was something terribly hard to explain
in the fact of his having fallen in love with his
cousin. She was not, as Rowland conceived her,
the sort of girl he would have been likely to fancy,
and the operation of sentiment, in all cases so mysterious,
was particularly so in this one. Just why it
was that Roderick should not logically have fancied
Miss Garland, his companion would have been at loss
to say, but I think the conviction had its roots in
an unformulated comparison between himself and the
accepted suitor. Roderick and he were as different
as two men could be, and yet Roderick had taken it
into his head to fall in love with a woman for whom
he himself had been keeping in reserve, for years,
a profoundly characteristic passion. That if he
chose to conceive a great notion of the merits of Roderick’s
mistress, the irregularity here was hardly Roderick’s,
was a view of the case to which poor Rowland did scanty
justice. There were women, he said to himself,
whom it was every one’s business to fall in love
with a little—women beautiful, brilliant,
artful, easily fascinating. Miss Light, for instance,
was one of these; every man who spoke to her did so,
if not in the language, at least with something of
the agitation, the divine tremor, of a lover.
There were other women—they might have
great beauty, they might have small; perhaps they were
generally to be classified as plain—whose
triumphs in this line were rare, but immutably permanent.
Such a one preeminently, was Mary Garland. Upon
the doctrine of probabilities, it was unlikely that
she had had an equal charm for each of them, and was
it not possible, therefore, that the charm for Roderick
had been simply the charm imagined, unquestioningly
accepted: the general charm of youth, sympathy,
kindness—of the present feminine, in short—enhanced
indeed by several fine facial traits? The charm
in this case for Rowland was—the charm!—the
mysterious, individual, essential woman. There
was an element in the charm, as his companion saw
it, which Rowland was obliged to recognize, but which
he forbore to ponder; the rather important attraction,
namely, of reciprocity. As to Miss Garland being
in love with Roderick and becoming charming thereby,
this was a point with which his imagination ventured