principles sufficiently rigorous, he was attended at
home by a master who set a high price on the understanding
that he was to illustrate the beauty of abstinence
not only by precept but by example. Rowland passed
for a child of ordinary parts, and certainly, during
his younger years, was an excellent imitation of a
boy who had inherited nothing whatever that was to
make life easy. He was passive, pliable, frank,
extremely slow at his books, and inordinately fond
of trout-fishing. His hair, a memento of his
Dutch ancestry, was of the fairest shade of yellow,
his complexion absurdly rosy, and his measurement
around the waist, when he was about ten years old,
quite alarmingly large. This, however, was but
an episode in his growth; he became afterwards a fresh-colored,
yellow-bearded man, but he was never accused of anything
worse than a tendency to corpulence. He emerged
from childhood a simple, wholesome, round-eyed lad,
with no suspicion that a less roundabout course might
have been taken to make him happy, but with a vague
sense that his young experience was not a fair sample
of human freedom, and that he was to make a great
many discoveries. When he was about fifteen,
he achieved a momentous one. He ascertained that
his mother was a saint. She had always been a
very distinct presence in his life, but so ineffably
gentle a one that his sense was fully opened to it
only by the danger of losing her. She had an illness
which for many months was liable at any moment to
terminate fatally, and during her long-arrested convalescence
she removed the mask which she had worn for years
by her husband’s order. Rowland spent his
days at her side and felt before long as if he had
made a new friend. All his impressions at this
period were commented and interpreted at leisure in
the future, and it was only then that he understood
that his mother had been for fifteen years a perfectly
unhappy woman. Her marriage had been an immitigable
error which she had spent her life in trying to look
straight in the face. She found nothing to oppose
to her husband’s will of steel but the appearance
of absolute compliance; her spirit sank, and she lived
for a while in a sort of helpless moral torpor.
But at last, as her child emerged from babyhood, she
began to feel a certain charm in patience, to discover
the uses of ingenuity, and to learn that, somehow or
other, one can always arrange one’s life.
She cultivated from this time forward a little private
plot of sentiment, and it was of this secluded precinct
that, before her death, she gave her son the key.
Rowland’s allowance at college was barely sufficient
to maintain him decently, and as soon as he graduated,
he was taken into his father’s counting-house,
to do small drudgery on a proportionate salary.
For three years he earned his living as regularly
as the obscure functionary in fustian who swept the
office. Mr. Mallet was consistent, but the perfection
of his consistency was known only on his death.
He left but a third of his property to his son, and