He paused a moment, stroking his beard, with his head
inclined and one eye half-closed, looking at Rowland.
The look was grotesque, but it was significant, and
it puzzled Rowland more than it amused him. “I
suppose you ’re a very brilliant young man,”
he went on, “very enlightened, very cultivated,
quite up to the mark in the fine arts and all that
sort of thing. I ’m a plain, practical
old boy, content to follow an honorable profession
in a free country. I did n’t go off to
the Old World to learn my business; no one took me
by the hand; I had to grease my wheels myself, and,
such as I am, I ’m a self-made man, every inch
of me! Well, if our young friend is booked for
fame and fortune, I don’t suppose his going to
Rome will stop him. But, mind you, it won’t
help him such a long way, either. If you have
undertaken to put him through, there ’s a thing
or two you ’d better remember. The crop
we gather depends upon the seed we sow. He may
be the biggest genius of the age: his potatoes
won’t come up without his hoeing them.
If he takes things so almighty easy as—well,
as one or two young fellows of genius I ’ve
had under my eye—his produce will never
gain the prize. Take the word for it of a man
who has made his way inch by inch, and does n’t
believe that we ’ll wake up to find our work
done because we ’ve lain all night a-dreaming
of it; anything worth doing is devilish hard to do!
If your young protajay finds things easy and has a
good time and says he likes the life, it ’s a
sign that—as I may say—you had
better step round to the office and look at the books.
That ’s all I desire to remark. No offense
intended. I hope you ’ll have a first-rate
time.”
Rowland could honestly reply that this seemed pregnant
sense, and he offered Mr. Striker a friendly hand-shake
as the latter withdrew. But Mr. Striker’s
rather grim view of matters cast a momentary shadow
on his companions, and Mrs. Hudson seemed to feel
that it necessitated between them some little friendly
agreement not to be overawed.
Rowland sat for some time longer, partly because he
wished to please the two women and partly because
he was strangely pleased himself. There was something
touching in their unworldly fears and diffident hopes,
something almost terrible in the way poor little Mrs.
Hudson seemed to flutter and quiver with intense maternal
passion. She put forth one timid conversational
venture after another, and asked Rowland a number
of questions about himself, his age, his family, his
occupations, his tastes, his religious opinions.
Rowland had an odd feeling at last that she had begun
to consider him very exemplary, and that she might
make, later, some perturbing discovery. He tried,
therefore, to invent something that would prepare
her to find him fallible. But he could think
of nothing. It only seemed to him that Miss Garland
secretly mistrusted him, and that he must leave her
to render him the service, after he had gone, of making
him the object of a little firm derogation. Mrs.
Hudson talked with low-voiced eagerness about her son.