business of life; but it was easy to see that his
spirit was mortally heavy, and that he lived and moved
and talked simply from the force of habit. In
that sad half-hour among the Italian olives there
had been such a fierce sincerity in his tone, that
Rowland began to abdicate the critical attitude.
He began to feel that it was essentially vain to appeal
to the poor fellow’s will; there was no will
left; its place was an impotent void. This view
of the case indeed was occasionally contravened by
certain indications on Roderick’s part of the
power of resistance to disagreeable obligations:
one might still have said, if one had been disposed
to be didactic at any hazard, that there was a method
in his madness, that his moral energy had its sleeping
and its waking hours, and that, in a cause that pleased
it, it was capable of rising with the dawn. But
on the other hand, pleasure, in this case, was quite
at one with effort; evidently the greatest bliss in
life, for Roderick, would have been to have a plastic
idea. And then, it was impossible not to feel
tenderly to a despair which had so ceased to be aggressive—not
to forgive a great deal of apathy to a temper which
had so unlearned its irritability. Roderick said
frankly that Switzerland made him less miserable than
Italy, and the Alps seemed less to mock at his enforced
leisure than the Apennines. He indulged in long
rambles, generally alone, and was very fond of climbing
into dizzy places, where no sound could overtake him,
and there, flinging himself on the never-trodden moss,
of pulling his hat over his eyes and lounging away
the hours in perfect immobility. Rowland sometimes
walked with him; though Roderick never invited him,
he seemed duly grateful for his society. Rowland
now made it a rule to treat him like a perfectly sane
man, to assume that all things were well with him,
and never to allude to the prosperity he had forfeited
or to the work he was not doing. He would have
still said, had you questioned him, that Roderick’s
condition was a mood—certainly a puzzling
one. It might last yet for many a weary hour;
but it was a long lane that had no turning. Roderick’s
blues would not last forever. Rowland’s
interest in Miss Garland’s relations with her
cousin was still profoundly attentive, and perplexed
as he was on all sides, he found nothing transparent
here. After their arrival at Engelthal, Roderick
appeared to seek the young girl’s society more
than he had done hitherto, and this revival of ardor
could not fail to set his friend a-wondering.
They sat together and strolled together, and Miss
Garland often read aloud to him. One day, on their
coming to dinner, after he had been lying half the
morning at her feet, in the shadow of a rock, Rowland
asked him what she had been reading.
“I don’t know,” Roderick said, “I don’t heed the sense.” Miss Garland heard this, and Rowland looked at her. She looked at Roderick sharply and with a little blush. “I listen to Mary,” Roderick continued, “for the sake of her voice. It ’s distractingly sweet!” At this Miss Garland’s blush deepened, and she looked away.