charity for his weaknesses, Roderick would have, as
the phrase is, a long row to hoe. She spoke of
Roderick as she might have done of a person suffering
from a serious malady which demanded much tenderness;
but if Rowland had found it possible to accuse her
of dishonesty he would have said now that she believed
appreciably less than she pretended to in her victim’s
being an involuntary patient. There are women
whose love is care-taking and patronizing, and who
rather prefer a weak man because he gives them a comfortable
sense of strength. It did not in the least please
Rowland to believe that Mary Garland was one of these;
for he held that such women were only males in petticoats,
and he was convinced that Miss Garland’s heart
was constructed after the most perfect feminine model.
That she was a very different woman from Christina
Light did not at all prove that she was less a woman,
and if the Princess Casamassima had gone up into a
high place to publish her disrelish of a man who lacked
the virile will, it was very certain that Mary Garland
was not a person to put up, at any point, with what
might be called the princess’s leavings.
It was Christina’s constant practice to remind
you of the complexity of her character, of the subtlety
of her mind, of her troublous faculty of seeing everything
in a dozen different lights. Mary Garland had
never pretended not to be simple; but Rowland had a
theory that she had really a more multitudinous sense
of human things, a more delicate imagination, and
a finer instinct of character. She did you the
honors of her mind with a grace far less regal, but
was not that faculty of quite as remarkable an adjustment?
If in poor Christina’s strangely commingled
nature there was circle within circle, and depth beneath
depth, it was to be believed that Mary Garland, though
she did not amuse herself with dropping stones into
her soul, and waiting to hear them fall, laid quite
as many sources of spiritual life under contribution.
She had believed Roderick was a fine fellow when she
bade him farewell beneath the Northampton elms, and
this belief, to her young, strenuous, concentrated
imagination, had meant many things. If it was
to grow cold, it would be because disenchantment had
become total and won the battle at each successive
point.
Miss Garland had even in her face and carriage something
of the preoccupied and wearied look of a person who
is watching at a sick-bed; Roderick’s broken
fortunes, his dead ambitions, were a cruel burden to
the heart of a girl who had believed that he possessed
“genius,” and supposed that genius was
to one’s spiritual economy what full pockets
were to one’s domestic. And yet, with her,
Rowland never felt, as with Mrs. Hudson, that undercurrent
of reproach and bitterness toward himself, that impertinent
implication that he had defrauded her of happiness.
Was this justice, in Miss Garland, or was it mercy?
The answer would have been difficult, for she had
almost let Rowland feel before leaving Rome that she