out on the ground, take one into his lap, and leave
it with the pages unturned. These moods would
alternate with hours of extreme restlessness, during
which he mysteriously absented himself. He bore
the heat of the Italian summer like a salamander, and
used to start off at high noon for long walks over
the hills. He often went down into Florence,
rambled through her close, dim streets, and lounged
away mornings in the churches and galleries. On
many of these occasions Rowland bore him company,
for they were the times when he was most like his
former self. Before Michael Angelo’s statues
and the pictures of the early Tuscans, he quite forgot
his own infelicities, and picked up the thread of
his old aesthetic loquacity. He had a particular
fondness for Andrea del Sarto, and affirmed that if
he had been a painter he would have taken the author
of the Madonna del Sacco for his model. He found
in Florence some of his Roman friends, and went down
on certain evenings to meet them. More than once
he asked Mary Garland to go with him into town, and
showed her the things he most cared for. He had
some modeling clay brought up to the villa and deposited
in a room suitable for his work; but when this had
been done he turned the key in the door and the clay
never was touched. His eye was heavy and his hand
cold, and his mother put up a secret prayer that he
might be induced to see a doctor. But on a certain
occasion, when her prayer became articulate, he had
a great outburst of anger and begged her to know,
once for all, that his health was better than it had
ever been. On the whole, and most of the time,
he was a sad spectacle; he looked so hopelessly idle.
If he was not querulous and bitter, it was because
he had taken an extraordinary vow not to be; a vow
heroic, for him, a vow which those who knew him well
had the tenderness to appreciate. Talking with
him was like skating on thin ice, and his companions
had a constant mental vision of spots designated “dangerous.”
This was a difficult time for Rowland; he said to
himself that he would endure it to the end, but that
it must be his last adventure of the kind. Mrs.
Hudson divided her time between looking askance at
her son, with her hands tightly clasped about her
pocket-handkerchief, as if she were wringing it dry
of the last hour’s tears, and turning her eyes
much more directly upon Rowland, in the mutest, the
feeblest, the most intolerable reproachfulness.
She never phrased her accusations, but he felt that
in the unillumined void of the poor lady’s mind
they loomed up like vaguely-outlined monsters.
Her demeanor caused him the acutest suffering, and
if, at the outset of his enterprise, he had seen, how
dimly soever, one of those plaintive eye-beams in the
opposite scale, the brilliancy of Roderick’s
promises would have counted for little. They
made their way to the softest spot in his conscience
and kept it chronically aching. If Mrs. Hudson
had been loquacious and vulgar, he would have borne