was not especially demonstrative, but it was curiously
diligent. Rowland felt that it was not amusement
and sensation that she coveted, but knowledge—facts
that she might noiselessly lay away, piece by piece,
in the perfumed darkness of her serious mind, so that,
under this head at least, she should not be a perfectly
portionless bride. She never merely pretended
to understand; she let things go, in her modest fashion,
at the moment, but she watched them on their way, over
the crest of the hill, and when her fancy seemed not
likely to be missed it went hurrying after them and
ran breathless at their side, as it were, and begged
them for the secret. Rowland took an immense satisfaction
in observing that she never mistook the second-best
for the best, and that when she was in the presence
of a masterpiece, she recognized the occasion as a
mighty one. She said many things which he thought
very profound—that is, if they really had
the fine intention he suspected. This point he
usually tried to ascertain; but he was obliged to proceed
cautiously, for in her mistrustful shyness it seemed
to her that cross-examination must necessarily be
ironical. She wished to know just where she was
going—what she would gain or lose.
This was partly on account of a native intellectual
purity, a temper of mind that had not lived with its
door ajar, as one might say, upon the high-road of
thought, for passing ideas to drop in and out at their
pleasure; but had made much of a few long visits from
guests cherished and honored—guests whose
presence was a solemnity. But it was even more
because she was conscious of a sort of growing self-respect,
a sense of devoting her life not to her own ends,
but to those of another, whose life would be large
and brilliant. She had been brought up to think
a great deal of “nature” and nature’s
innocent laws; but now Rowland had spoken to her ardently
of culture; her strenuous fancy had responded, and
she was pursuing culture into retreats where the need
for some intellectual effort gave a noble severity
to her purpose. She wished to be very sure, to
take only the best, knowing it to be the best.
There was something exquisite in this labor of pious
self-adornment, and Rowland helped it, though its
fruits were not for him. In spite of her lurking
rigidity and angularity, it was very evident that
a nervous, impulsive sense of beauty was constantly
at play in her soul, and that her actual experience
of beautiful things moved her in some very deep places.
For all that she was not demonstrative, that her manner
was simple, and her small-talk of no very ample flow;
for all that, as she had said, she was a young woman
from the country, and the country was West Nazareth,
and West Nazareth was in its way a stubborn little
fact, she was feeling the direct influence of the
great amenities of the world, and they were shaping
her with a divinely intelligent touch. “Oh
exquisite virtue of circumstance!” cried Rowland
to himself, “that takes us by the hand and leads