They told me she was a little prodigy. She speaks
French, Italian, German, better than most natives.
She has a wonderful genius for music, and might make
her fortune as a pianist, if it was not made for her
otherwise! I traveled all over Europe; every
one told me she was a marvel. The director of
the opera in Paris saw her dance at a child’s
party at Spa, and offered me an enormous sum if I
would give her up to him and let him have her educated
for the ballet. I said, ’No, I thank you,
sir; she is meant to be something finer than a princesse
de theatre.’ I had a passionate belief
that she might marry absolutely whom she chose, that
she might be a princess out and out. It has never
left me till this hour, and I can assure you that
it has sustained me in many embarrassments. Financial,
some of them; I don’t mind confessing it!
I have raised money on that girl’s face!
I ’ve taken her to the Jews and bade her put
up her veil, and asked if the mother of that young
lady was not safe! She, of course, was too young
to understand me. And yet, as a child, you would
have said she knew what was in store for her; before
she could read, she had the manners, the tastes, the
instincts of a little princess. She would have
nothing to do with shabby things or shabby people;
if she stained one of her frocks, she was seized with
a kind of frenzy and tore it to pieces. At Nice,
at Baden, at Brighton, wherever we stayed, she used
to be sent for by all the great people to play with
their children. She has played at kissing-games
with people who now stand on the steps of thrones!
I have gone so far as to think at times that those
childish kisses were a sign—a symbol—a
portent. You may laugh at me if you like, but
have n’t such things happened again and again
without half as good a cause, and does n’t history
notoriously repeat itself? There was a little
Spanish girl at a second-rate English boarding-school
thirty years ago!... The Empress certainly is
a pretty woman; but what is my Christina, pray?
I ’ve dreamt of it, sometimes every night for
a month. I won’t tell you I have been to
consult those old women who advertise in the newspapers;
you ’ll call me an old imbecile. Imbecile
if you please! I have refused magnificent offers
because I believed that somehow or other—if
wars and revolutions were needed to bring it about—we
should have nothing less than that. There might
be another coup d’etat somewhere, and another
brilliant young sovereign looking out for a wife!
At last, however,” Mrs. Light proceeded with
incomparable gravity, “since the overturning
of the poor king of Naples and that charming queen,
and the expulsion of all those dear little old-fashioned
Italian grand-dukes, and the dreadful radical talk
that is going on all over the world, it has come to
seem to me that with Christina in such a position I
should be really very nervous. Even in such a
position she would hold her head very high, and if
anything should happen to her, she would make no concessions
to the popular fury. The best thing, if one is
prudent, seems to be a nobleman of the highest possible
rank, short of belonging to a reigning stock.
There you see one striding up and down, looking at
his watch, and counting the minutes till my daughter
reappears!”