night, what construction would he be likely to put
on this sudden yielding? An instant she hesitated,
afraid, shrinking back before the sacrifice as from
fire. Then her fine eyes darkened, the clinging
tears vanishing while her fingers clinched in passionate
resolve. Do it? Why, of course she must
do it! What was her pitiful pride in the balance
against his life? He might never dream what so
great a sacrifice cost her; might even despise her
for such an exhibition of weakness; but she would
know, and be the stronger in her own soul from the
brave performance of duty. Besides, she intended
to tell him the whole miserable story of her wrecked
life—not now, not even to-night, but some
time, on their way back into the world,—as
they were nearing Denver, perhaps, and at the moment
of final parting. It almost seemed easy as she
faced the stern necessity, so easy that her parted
lips smiled sarcastically when she heard Farnham rise
and leave the darkened box through the opposite entrance.
Perhaps, when he comprehended it all, this other,
who had spoken love words to her, would understand
where the real blame lay, and so prove manly enough
to absolve her from any conception of evil.
This hope was sweet, strengthening, yet it faded immediately
away. Ah, no; such result was not natural, as
she understood the world—it was always
the woman who bore the burden of condemnation.
Far safer to expect nothing, but do the right simply
because it was right. She no longer questioned
what that would be. It stood there before her
like a blazing cross of flame; she must hold those
two men apart, even though they both trampled her heart
beneath their feet. This was her destiny, the
payment she must return the world for having once
made a mistake. One out of the multitude, she
felt strong enough in the crisis to choose deliberately
the straight and narrow path leading through Gethsemane.
And this very choosing gave back her womanhood, cleared
her dazed brain for action, and sent the red blood
throbbing through her veins. Her immediate surroundings
began to take definite form. To the left the
great, deserted stage extended, wrapped in total darkness,
silent, forsaken, the heavy drop-curtain lowered to
the floor. Through its obscuring folds resounded
noisily a crash of musical instruments, the incessant
shuffling of feet, a mingled hum of voices, evidencing
that the dance was already on in full volume.
Far back, behind much protruding scenery, a single
light flickered like a twinkling star, its dim, uncertain
radiance the sole guide through the intricacies of
cluttered passageways leading toward the distant stage
entrance. Half frightened at this gloomy loneliness,
the girl moved gingerly forward, her skirts gathered
closely about her slender figure, with anxious eyes
scanning the gloomy shadows in vague suspicion.
Suddenly a hand gripped her extended wrist, and she
gazed for a startled instant into fiercely burning
eyes, her own heart throbbing with nervous excitement.