BERTHO!—that scornful Queen did tell me this.
And yet I did not comprehend her words.
There is no warmth nor beauty in this land!
Its people have no hearts—know not of love—
Their thoughts are colder than their beds of snow.
Indeed, this is no world!—but some vain dream,
Troubling my sleep, and I cannot awake.
Love then, is a deceitful fantasy—
BERTHO is dead—is dead—and yet not dead!
Life is not life”—
Her
wild, distrustful words
Here ended, as she saw the
bitterness
Which stormed across the spirit’s
anguished face:—
“Forbear, poor child!
thy pitiful complaints!
When through these long years
of distasteful toil
I thought of thee, unceasing,
day and night,
Calling on heaven to bend
thy steps towards me,
I thought not that this spirit,
weary, worn,
And from the covering of its
body torn,
Its feeling could retain and
substance lose.
Fool that I was! to sigh for
human love!
Why art thou here to madden
me with looks,—
Those womanly, caressing looks
which fill
My soul with wild desires!
Back, to thy home,
In that gold-girdled circle
of daylight,
That island of elysian loveliness,
Where thou and I did’st
one time idly dream!
There breathe the passionate
breath of orange-flowers—
Walk in the sunlight till
thy brows are flushed
With its warm kisses—plunge
thy snowy feet
In the embracing waves and
silver sand—
Shake down magnolia-blossoms
on thy hair—
Answer the nightingales’
delicious song
With thy sweet cries—and,
on bright eves, look up
And charm the moon upon her
lingering way
With that soft fire of thine
entrancing eyes!
Thou wilt not for regret or
tears find time.
Some lover, clothed in human
dignity
And tangible robes of life,
will haunt thy steps,
Drawing up, with magnetic
looks, the smiles
Which lie deep down in thy
now tearful orbs;
And, wiling from their blissful
hiding-place,
The bashful dimples to thy
blushing cheeks,
And,—it may be—with
human eloquence,
Beguile thy hand to rest within
his own,
Sitting, as we have sat,—thy
glossy hair
Rippling in golden waves across
his breast.”
“Can he be mad as well
as dead?” the girl
Murmured aside! and then her
sorrowing brow
She lifted proudly, while
a sudden fire
Sprang to her lips and eyes—her
trembling voice
Steadied itself on her unfaltering
love.—
“Forgive me, BERTHO,
that my woman’s heart,
Finding thee thus, should,
for an instant, only,
Shrink back from thee in awe
and deep regret.
My love, which has endured
so much, grows strong