Leaving me, a forlorn old spirit, sere and grey.
Musing through barren hours upon the past,
I think with bitterness on those who once
Were friends and lovers—Queen, companions, Wife!
Forgotten! yes, forgotten by them all!
The luxuries of the world-taxing city,
The kisses of their children, smiles of men
Renowned of deeds which have not failed, like mine—
This is the portion of that happier crowd
Who set me on to dangerous enterprise.
But ah! the worst part of it all, is this,—
To be forgotten by my own best friends—
To be to them as if I ne’er had been!
My wife—my wife!”—he ended with bowed head.
“Art thou indeed a spirit?”
Olive asked,
Shrinking a step aside.
Then her kind heart
O’ercome the transient
awe, and stealing close,
While smiling on him with
sweet, wondering eyes,
Began again:—“But
art thou truly he
Whose name is on the lip of
the great world?—
Of whom the wives and mothers,
tearful, speak
When sound the Northern wind-harps?—whose
grand fate,
Hath power to touch, not only
hearts of men,
But draw the golden drops
from weeping purses?
Oh! be content! if Fame and
Love content thee.
For thee, the hearts of mariners
beat loud—
For thee, ships chase the
pathways of the sea—
By thee the souls of nations,
like one chord
Are smote upon, and ring out
sympathy;
And men talk on the streets,
and by their hearths,
Of him who led to dismal,
distant shores
The Crusade of the Nineteenth
Century.
In that new world, where generous
hearts are found
To flourish on the air of
liberty,
A noble merchant fitted out
a ship;
And others joined him in his
kindly plan,
So deep the interest taken
in thy fate.
And oh, for thee, thou princely-fortuned
man,
A pale face from a northern
window looks,
Forever looks, with constancy
sublime.
At night, when spectral tints
are in the North—
By day, when winds blow down
from that bleak source—
That face peers from the window
anxiously,
As if the elements might come
from thee
Bearing some message to her
pining heart.”
As breaks the sunlight from
a snow-filled cloud,
Smiles struggled through the
list’ner’s wintry looks.
“As land-bird with a
green twig in its beak
Is welcome to the homesick
ship which long
Hath tossed in foreign waters,
so art thou
Welcome to me, with this consoling
tale.
I am content. Weird OENE,
keep me here!
And I will while away a century
In dreaming of a love which
hath not failed;
Now knowing that the first
to welcome me
In Heaven’s ineffable
bowers, will be my wife.”