a sense of superiority at once exalted and humiliated
her. She said to herself that she was much finer
and prettier than Lottie Sears, but that she ought
to be thankful and not proud because she was.
She felt vain, but she was sorry because of her vanity.
She knew how charming her pink gingham gown was, but
she knew that she ought to have asked her mother if
she might wear it. She knew that her mother would
scold her—she had a ready tongue—and
she realized that she would deserve it. She had
put on the pink gingham on account of Wollaston Lee,
who was usually at prayer-meeting. That, of course,
she could not tell her mother. There are some
things too sacred for little girls to tell their mothers.
She wondered if Wollaston would ask leave to walk home
with her. She had seen a boy step out of a waiting
file at the vestry door to a blushing girl, and had
seen the girl, with a coy readiness, slip her hand
into the waiting crook of his arm, and walk off, and
she had wondered when such bliss would come to her.
It never had. She wondered if the pink gingham
might bring it to pass to-night. The pink gingham
was as the mating plumage of a bird. All unconsciously
she glanced sideways over the fall of lace-trimmed
pink ruffles at her slender shoulders at Wollaston
Lee. He was gazing straight at Miss Slome, Miss
Ida Slome, who was the school-teacher, and his young
face wore an expression of devotion. Maria’s
eyes followed his; she did not dream of being jealous;
Miss Slome seemed too incalculably old to her for
that. She was not so very old, in her early thirties,
but the early thirties to a young girl are venerable.
Miss Ida Slome was called a beauty. She, as well
as Maria, wore a pink dress, at which Maria privately
wondered. The teacher seemed to her too old to
wear pink. She thought she ought wear black like
her mother. Miss Slome’s pink dress had
knots of black velvet about it which accentuated it,
even as Miss Slome’s face was accentuated by
the clear darkness of her eyes and the black puff
of her hair above her finely arched brows. Her
cheeks were of the sweetest red—not pink
but red—which seemed a further tone of the
pink of her attire, and she wore a hat encircled with
a wreath of red roses. Maria thought that she
should have worn a bonnet. Maria felt an odd sort
of instinctive antagonism for her. She wondered
why Wollaston looked at the teacher so instead of
at herself. She gave her head a charming cant,
and glanced again, but the boy still had his eyes fixed
upon the elder woman, with that rapt expression which
is seen only in the eyes of a boy upon an older woman,
and which is primeval, involving the adoration and
awe of womanhood itself. The boy had not reached
the age when he was capable of falling in love, but
he had reached the age of adoration, and there was
nothing in little Maria Edgham in her pink gingham,
with her shy, sidelong glances, to excite it.
She was only a girl, the other was a goddess.
His worship of the teacher interfered with Wollaston’s