Maria, when nearing thirty, was, in fact, as handsome
as she had ever been. Her self-control had kept
lines from her face. She was naturally healthy,
and she, as well as Evelyn, had by nature a disposition
to make the most of herself and a liking for adornment.
Aunt Maria often told Eunice that Maria was full as
good-looking as Evelyn, if she was older, but that
was not quite true. Maria had never had Evelyn’s
actual beauty, her perfection as of a perfect flower;
still she was charming, and she had admirers, whom
she always checked, although her aunt became more
and more distressed that she did so. Always at
the bottom of Maria’s heart lay her secret.
It was not a guilty secret. It was savored more
of the absurd of tragedy than anything else. Sometimes
Maria herself fairly laughed at the idea that she
was married. All this time she wondered about
Wollaston Lee. She thought, with a sick terror,
of the possibility of his falling in love, and wishing
to marry, and trying to secure a divorce, and the
horrible publicity, and what people would say and
do. She knew that a divorce would be necessary,
although the marriage was not in reality a marriage
at all. She had made herself sufficiently acquainted
with the law to be sure that a divorce would be absolutely
necessary in order for either herself or Wollaston
Lee to marry again. For herself, she did not wish
to marry, but she did wonder uneasily with regard
to him. She was not in the least jealous; all
her old, childish fancy for him had been killed by
that strenuous marriage ceremony, but she dreaded the
newspapers and the notoriety which would inevitably
follow any attempt on either side to obtain a divorce.
She dreamed about it often, and woke in terror, having
still before her eyes the great, black letters on the
first pages of city papers. She had never seen
Wollaston Lee since she had lived in Amity. She
had never even heard anything about him except once,
when somebody had mentioned his name and spoken of
seeing him at a reception, and that he was a professor
in one of the minor colleges. She did not wish
ever to repeat that experience. Her heart had
seemed to stand still, and she had grown so white that
a lady beside her asked her hurriedly if she were
faint. Maria had thrown off the faintness by
a sheer effort of will, and the color had returned
to her face, and she had laughingly replied with a
denial. Sometimes she thought uneasily of Gladys
Mann. The clergyman who, in his excess of youthful
zeal, had performed the ceremony was dead. She
had seen his obituary notice in a New York paper with
a horrible relief. He had died quite suddenly
in one of the pneumonia winters. But Gladys Mann
and her possession of the secret troubled her.
Gladys Mann, as she remembered her, had been such
a slight, almost abortive character. She asked
herself if she could keep such a secret, if she would
have sense enough to do so. Gladys had married,
too, a man of her own sort, who worked fitfully, and