which his mother had suggested the evening before,
that she must consider that his attentions were significant,
or she would not take so much trouble to repulse them,
came over him again. He boarded the car, which
was late, and moving sluggishly through the snow.
It came to a full stop in front of the Merrill house,
and George saw Lily’s head behind a stand of
ferns in one of the front windows. He raised his
hat, and she bowed, and he could see her blush even
at that distance. He thought again, comfortably,
that Lily, remembering their childish caresses, could
attach no importance to what had happened the night
before, and yet a thrill of tenderness and pleasure
shot through him, and he seemed to feel again the
flower-like touch of her lips. It was a solace
for any man, after receiving such an unmistakable rebuff
as he had just received from Maria Edgham. He
had no conception of the girl plodding through the
snow to her daily task. He did not dream that
she saw, instead of the snowy road before, a long stretch
of dreary future, brought about by that very rebuff.
But she was quite merciless with herself. She
would not yield for a moment to regrets. She
accepted that stretch of dreary future with a defiant
acquiescence. She bowed pleasantly to the acquaintances
whom she met. They were not many that morning,
for the road was hardly passable in places, being
overcurved here and there with blue, diamond-crested,
snowlike cascades, and now presenting ridges like graves.
Half-way to the school-house, Maria saw the village
snow-plough, drawn by a struggling horse and guided
by a red-faced man. She stood aside to let it
pass. The man did not look at her. He frowned
ahead at his task. He was quite an old man, and
bent, but with the red of youth brought forth in his
cheeks by the frosty air.
“Everybody has to work in some way,” Maria
thought, “and very few get happiness for their
labor.”
She reflected how soon that man would be lying stiff
and stark under the wintry snows and the summer heats,
and how nothing which might trouble him now would
matter. She reflected that, although she herself
was younger and had presumably longer to live, that
the time would inevitably come when even such unhappiness
as weighed her down this morning would not matter.
She continued in the ineffectual track which the snow-plough
had made, with a certain pleasure in the exertion.
All Maria’s heights of life, her mountain-summits
which she would agonize to reach, were spiritual.
Labor in itself could never daunt her. Always
her spirit, the finer essence of her, would soar butterfly-like
above her toiling members.
It was a beautiful morning; the trees were heavily
bent with snow, which gave out lustres like jewels.
The air had a very purity of life in it. Maria
inhaled the frosty, clear air, and regarded the trees
as one might have done who was taking a stimulant.
She kept her mind upon them, and would not think of
George Ramsey. As she neared the school-house,
the first child who ran to meet her, stumbling through
the snow, was little Jessy Ramsey. Maria forced
herself to meet smilingly the upward, loving look
of those blue Ramsey eyes. She bent down and
kissed Jessy, and the little thing danced at her side
in a rapture.