She hastily fetched the infant, wrapped it up, cloaked herself as before, and shoveling the ashes over the fire, to prevent accidents, went into the open air.  Pausing first to put the door key in its old place behind the shutter, she resolutely turned her face to the confronting pile of firmamental darkness beyond the palings, and stepped into its midst.  But Thomasin’s imagination being so actively engaged elsewhere, the night and the weather had for her no terror beyond that of their actual discomfort and difficulty.

She was soon ascending Blooms-End valley and traversing the undulations on the side of the hill.  The noise of the wind over the heath was shrill, and as if it whistled for joy at finding a night so congenial as this.  Sometimes the path led her to hollows between thickets of tall and dripping bracken, dead, though not yet prostrate, which enclosed her like a pool.  When they were more than usually tall she lifted the baby to the top of her head, that it might be out of the reach of their drenching fronds.  On higher ground, where the wind was brisk and sustained, the rain flew in a level flight without sensible descent, so that it was beyond all power to imagine the remoteness of the point at which it left the bosoms of the clouds.  Here self-defence was impossible, and individual drops stuck into her like the arrows into Saint Sebastian.  She was enabled to avoid puddles by the nebulous paleness which signified their presence, though beside anything less dark than the heath they themselves would have appeared as blackness.

Yet in spite of all this Thomasin was not sorry that she had started.  To her there were not, as to Eustacia, demons in the air, and malice in every bush and bough.  The drops which lashed her face were not scorpions, but prosy rain; Egdon in the mass was no monster whatever, but impersonal open ground.  Her fears of the place were rational, her dislikes of its worst moods reasonable.  At this time it was in her view a windy, wet place, in which a person might experience much discomfort, lose the path without care, and possibly catch cold.

If the path is well known the difficulty at such times of keeping therein is not altogether great, from its familiar feel to the feet; but once lost it is irrecoverable.  Owing to her baby, who somewhat impeded Thomasin’s view forward and distracted her mind, she did at last lose the track.  This mishap occurred when she was descending an open slope about two-thirds home.  Instead of attempting, by wandering hither and thither, the hopeless task of finding such a mere thread, she went straight on, trusting for guidance to her general knowledge of the contours, which was scarcely surpassed by Clym’s or by that of the heath-croppers themselves.

At length Thomasin reached a hollow and began to discern through the rain a faint blotted radiance, which presently assumed the oblong form of an open door.  She knew that no house stood hereabouts, and was soon aware of the nature of the door by its height above the ground.