But, alas! the fields where is garnered the harvest
of expended doubloons, and where vernal loves bloom
anew, are yet to be discovered; and the result of
my prodigality was that, one fine morning, I found
myself a bankrupt in heart, with my purse at ebb-tide.
Suddenly disgusted with the world and myself, weary,
discouraged, mistrusting men (ay, and women too), I
fled to a desert on the extinct volcano of M------,
where, for several months, I lived the life of a cenobite,
with no companion but a poor lunatic whom I had met
on a small island, and who had attached himself to
me. He followed me everywhere, and loved me with
that absurd and touching constancy of which dogs and
madmen alone are capable. My friend, whose insanity
was of a mild and harmless character, fancied himself
the greatest genius in the world. He was, moreover,
under the impression that he suffered from a gigantic,
monstrous tooth. Of the two idiosyncrasies, the
latter alone made his lunacy discernible, too many
individuals being affected with the other symptom
to render it an anomalous feature of the human mind.
My friend was in the habit of protesting that this
enormous tooth increased periodically, and threatened
to encroach upon his entire jaw. Tormented, at
the same time, with the desire of regenerating humanity,
he divided his leisure between the study of dentistry,
to which he applied himself in order to impede the
progress of his hypothetical tyrant, and a voluminous
correspondence which he kept up with the Pope, his
brother, and the Emperor of the French, his cousin.
In the latter occupation he pleaded the interests
of humanity, styled himself ’the Prince of Thought,’
and exalted me to the dignity of his illustrious friend
and benefactor. In the midst of the wreck of his
intellect, one thing still survived—his
love of music. He played the violin; and, strange
as it may appear, although insane, he could not understand
the so-called
music of the future.
“My hut, perched on the verge of the crater,
at the very summit of the mountain, commanded a view
of all the surrounding country. The rock upon
which it was built projected over a precipice whose
abysses were concealed by creeping plants, cactus,
and bamboos. The species of table-rock thus formed
had been encircled with a railing, and transformed
into a terrace on a level with the sleeping-room, by
my predecessor in this hermitage. His last wish
had been to be buried there; and from my bed I could
see his white tombstone gleaming in the moonlight
a few steps from my window. Every evening I rolled
my piano out upon the terrace; and there, facing the
most incomparably beautiful landscape, all bathed
in the soft and limpid atmosphere of the tropics,
I poured forth on the instrument, and for myself alone,
the thoughts with which the scene inspired me.
And what a scene! Picture to yourself a gigantic
amphitheatre hewn out of the mountains by an army of
Titans; right and left, immense virgin forests full