Jimmy Challoner did not answer; he could not trust his voice. He walked past her and put his fingers on the door handle to open it for her; he was very white, and his eyes were fierce.
Cynthia stood still for an instant; she was quite close to him now. “Good-bye,” she said again faintly.
He tried to answer, but could not find his voice; their eyes met, and the next moment she was in his arms.
He never knew how it happened; never knew if he made the first move towards her, or she to him; but he held her fast, kissing her as he had never kissed little Christine—her eyes, her hair, her warm, tremulous lips.
“You do love me, then, after all?” she whispered.
Jimmy let her go; he fell back against the door, hiding his eyes.
“You know I do,” he said hoarsely.
He hated himself for his momentary weakness; he could not bear to look at her; when she had gone, he sat down in the big arm-chair and hid his face in his hands.
His pulses were racing; his head felt on fire.
The day after to-morrow he was to marry Christine. He had given his promise to her, and he knew that it was too late to draw back—too late to break her heart. And yet there was only one woman in all the world whom he loved, and whom he wanted—the woman from whom he had just parted; the woman who was even then driving away down the street with a little triumphant smile on her carefully reddened lips.
CHAPTER XI
HUSBAND AND WIFE
“. . . to love, cherish, and to obey till death us do part.”
Christine raised her soft brown eyes shyly and looked at Jimmy Challoner.
A ray of sunlight, piercing the stained glass window above the altar, fell on her face and slim figure; her voice was quite clear and steady, though a little sad perhaps, as she slowly repeated the words after the rather bored-looking clergyman.
Jimmy had insisted on being married in a parish where neither of them was known; he had got a special licence, and there was nobody in the church but the verger and Sangster, and a deaf uncle of Christine’s, who thought the whole affair a great bother, and who had looked up a train to catch back home the very moment that Christine should have safely passed out of his keeping into her husband’s.
He bade them “good-bye” in the vestry; he kissed Christine rather awkwardly, and said that he hoped she would be happy; his voice seemed to imply a doubt. He shook hands with Jimmy and called him a lucky dog; he spoke like a man who hardly realises what he is saying; he shook hands with Sangster and hurried away.
They heard him creaking down the aisle of the church, and the following slam of the heavy door behind him; there was a little awkward silence.
The clergyman was blotting Christine’s new name in the register; he looked up at her with short-sighted eyes, a quill pen held between his teeth.