“Jimmy.” She whispered his name with a sort of fear. “Jimmy—what—what is it? Oh, you are frightening me. I thought you would be so glad—so glad.” She caught the limp hand hanging against his side; she laid her soft cheek to it.
Jimmy Challoner tore himself free with a sort of rage.
“It’s too late—too late,” he said hoarsely.
“Too—late!” She stared at him, not understanding. “What—what do you mean? That—that you can’t forgive me; that—that you’re so angry that—that——”
He swung round, white-faced and quivering.
“It’s too late,” he said again hopelessly. “I’m engaged to be married. I—oh, why did you ever send me away?” he broke out in anguish.
Her face had paled, but she was still far enough from understanding.
“Engaged to be married—you! To whom, Jimmy?”
He answered her in a voice of stifled rage.
“It’s your doing—all your fault. You nearly drove me mad when you sent me away, and I—I——” There was a long pause. “I told you that I met some friends in the theatre that night when you . . . well, I’m engaged to her—to Christine. I’ve known her all my life. I—I was utterly wretched . . . I asked her to marry me. We’re—we’re going to be married the day after to-morrow.”
Twice she tried to speak, but no words would come. She was as white now as the lilies she wore; her eyes had a stunned, incredulous look in them. She had never even remotely dreamed of this; it was like some crude nightmare. . . . Jimmy engaged! Jimmy who had sworn a thousand times never to love another woman; Jimmy who had been heart-broken when she sent him away. She broke out in vehement protest:
“Oh, no—no!”
“It’s true,” said Jimmy obstinately. “It’s true.”
For the moment he was hardly conscious of any feeling except a sort of shock. It had never once crossed his mind that she would come back to him; he could not believe even now that she was in earnest; he found himself remembering that night in her dressing-room at the theatre when she had lied to him, and pretended, and deceived him. Perhaps even this was all part of the play-acting; perhaps she was just trying to win him back again, to make a fool of him afresh.
Cynthia broke out again.
“Well, this girl must be told; she can’t care for you. You say you haven’t seen her for years. It’s—it’s absurd!” She took a step towards him. “You must tell her, Jimmy; you must explain to her. She . . . surely there is such a thing as buying her off.”
The vulgarity of the expression made him wince; he thought of Christine with a sort of shame.
She would be the last girl in the world, he knew, to wish to hold him to a promise which he was unwilling to fulfil; he thought of her pale face and wistful brown eyes, and he broke out strenuously:
“It’s impossible . . . it’s too late . . . we are to be married on Thursday; everything is fixed up. I—oh, for God’s sake, Cynthia, don’t go on talking about it. You drove me to do what I have done. It’s too late—I can’t go back on my word.”