The Guinea Stamp eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 396 pages of information about The Guinea Stamp.

The Guinea Stamp eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 396 pages of information about The Guinea Stamp.

Here the composure of the little seamstress gave way, and, dropping her heavy head on the sunny window-sill, she too wept passionately over the ruin of the girl she had loved.  But Gladys wept no more.  Standing there in the long yellow shaft cast by the sunshine, memory took her back to a never-to-be-forgotten night, when an old man and a maiden child had toiled through the streets of Glasgow after midnight, and how the throng of the streets had bewildered the wondering child, and had made her ask questions which never till this time had been satisfactorily answered.

‘I begin to understand, Teen,’ she said slowly, with a shiver, as if a cold wind had passed over her.  ’Life is even sadder than I thought.  I wonder how God can bear to have it so.  I cannot bear it even in thought.’

She went out into the sunny garden, and, casting herself on the soft green sward, wept her heart out over the new revelation which had come to her.  Never had life seemed so bitter, so mysterious, so unjust.  What matter that she was surrounded by all that was lovely and of good report, when outside, in the great dark world, such things could be?  For the first time Gladys questioned the goodness of God.  Looking up into the cloudless blue of the summer sky, she wondered that it could smile so benignly upon a world so cursed by sin.  Little Miss Peck, growing anxious about her, at last came out, and bade her get up and attend to the concerns of the day waiting for her.

’You know, my dear, we can’t stand still though another perverse soul has chosen the broad road,’ she said, trying to speak with a great deal of worldly wisdom.  ’I see it is very hard upon you, because you have never been brought into contact with such things, but as you grow older, and gain more experience, you will learn to regard them philosophically.  It is the only way.’

‘Philosophically?’ repeated Gladys slowly.  ’What does that mean, Miss Peck?  If it means that we are to think lightly of them, then I pray I may be spared acquiring such philosophy.  Is there nothing we can do for Lizzie even yet, Miss Peck?’

She broke off suddenly, with a pathetic wistfulness which brought the tears to the little spinster’s eyes.

’Is there no way we can save her?  Teen says she will die in a cellar or an hospital.  Can you bear to think of it, and not try to do something?’

Miss Peck hesitated a moment.  It was an extremely delicate subject, and she feared to touch upon it; but there was no evading the clear, straight, questioning gaze of Gladys.

’I fear it is quite useless, my dear.  It is almost impossible to reform such girls.  I had a cousin who was matron of a home for them in Lancashire, and she gave me often rather a discouraging account of the work among them.  You see, when a woman once loses her character she has no chance, the whole world is against her, and everybody regards her with suspicion.  Sometimes, my love, I have felt quite wicked thinking of the inequality of the punishment meted out to men and women in this world.  Women are the burden-bearers and the scapegoats always.’

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