to be perverse? Could any desire be more impish?—I
will illustrate by my own case, I am in one respect
not like other men. An exceptionally high-strung
nervous temperament makes alcoholic stimulants poison
to me. It works like madness in my brain and in
my blood. The glass of wine that you can take
with pleasure and perhaps with benefit drives me wild—makes
me commit all manner of reckless deeds that in my
sane moments fill me with sorrow!—and sometimes
produces physical illness followed by depression of
spirits, horrible in the extreme. More—an
inherited desire for stimulation and the exhilaration
produced by wine, makes it well nigh impossible for
me, once I have yielded my will so far as to take
the single glass, to resist the second, which is more
than apt to be followed by a third, and so on.
I am fully aware therefore, of the danger that lies
for me in a thing harmless to many men, and that my
only safety and happiness and the happiness of those
far dearer to me than myself, lies in the strictest,
most rigid abstinence. Knowing all this, one would
suppose that I would fly from this temptation as it
were the plague. I do generally. At present,
several years have passed since I yielded an inch.
But there have been times—and there may
be times again—when the Imp of the Perverse
will command me to drink and, fully aware of the risk,
I
will drink, and will go down into hell for
a longer or shorter period afterward.”
During this lecture upon one of his favorite hobbies,
the low voice of The Dreamer was vibrant with earnestness.
He spoke out of bitter experience and as he who bore
the reputation of a reserved man, laid his soul bare,
his vivid eyes held the eyes of his companion by the
very intensity—the deep sincerity of their
gaze.
Mr. Graham’s last conversation with his new
editor had dazed him; this one dazed him still more.
What manner of man was this? (he asked himself) with
whom he had formed a league? He could not say—beyond
the fact that he was undoubtedly original—and
interesting. Admirable qualities for an editor—both!
The readers of the new monthly thoroughly agreed with
him. The history of Edgar Poe’s career
as editor of The Southern Literary Messenger
promptly began to repeat itself with Graham’s
Magazine. The announcement that he had been
engaged as editor immediately drew the attention of
the reading world toward Graham’s, and
it soon became apparent that in the new position he
was going to out-do himself. The rapidity with
which his brilliant and caustic critiques and essays,
and weird stories, followed upon the heels of one
another was enough to take one’s breath away.
He alternately raised the hair of his readers with
master-pieces of unearthly imaginings and diverted
them with playful studies in autography and exhibitions
of skill in reading secret writing.