“I’ll go back to my carnations now, but first I’d better tell your father the news.”
“You—you—needn’t remind father of anything that happened years ago, Janet—need you?”
Janet Tosswill shook her head, and yet when she had shut the door behind her in her husband’s study, almost the first words she uttered, after having told him of Godfrey Radmore’s coming visit, were:—“I shall never, never forgive him for the way he treated Betty. I hate the thought of having to be nice to him—I wish Timmy wasn’t his godson!”
She spoke the words breathlessly, defiantly, standing before her old John’s untidy writing table.
As she spoke, he rather nervously turned some papers over under his hand:—“I don’t know that he behaved as badly as you think, my dear. Neither of them had any money, and at that time he had no prospects.”
“He’d thrown away his prospects! Then I can’t forgive him for his behaviour last year—never coming down to see us, I mean. It was so—so ungrateful! Handsome presents don’t make up for that sort of thing. I used to long to send the things back.”
“I don’t think you’re fair,” began Mr. Tosswill deprecatingly. “He did write me a very nice letter, Janet, explaining that it was impossible for him to come.”
“Well, I suppose we must make the best of it—particularly as he says that he’s come back to England for good.”
She went out of the room, and so into the garden—back to the border she had left unwillingly but at which she now glanced down with a sensation of disgust. She felt thoroughly ruffled and upset—a very unusual condition for her to be in, for Janet Tosswill was an equable and happy-natured woman, for all her affectionate and sensitive heart.
She told herself that it was true the whole world had altered in the last nine years—everything had altered except Beechfield. The little Surrey village seemed to her mind exactly the same as it was when she had come there, as a bride, fourteen years ago, except that almost everybody in it, from being comfortably off, had become uncomfortably poor. Then all at once, she smiled. The garden of Old Place was very different from the garden she had found when she first came there. It had been a melancholy, neglected, singularly ugly garden—the kind of garden which only costly bedding-out had made tolerable in some prosperous early Victorian day. Now it was noted for its charm and beauty even among the many beautiful gardens of the neighbourhood, and during the War she had made quite a lot of money selling flowers and fruit for the local Red Cross. Now she was trying to coax her husband to take one of the glebe fields on a long lease in order to start a hamper trade in fruit, vegetables and flowers. Dolly, the one of her three step-daughters whom she liked least, was fond of gardening, in a dull plodding way, and might be trained to such work.
But try though she did to forget Godfrey Radmore, her mind swung ceaselessly back to the man with whom she had just had that curious talk on the telephone. She was sorry—not glad as a more worldly woman would have been—that Godfrey Radmore was coming back into their life.