Upon it unforbidden—and again
Besought her, that this silent evidence
That I was not indifferent to her heart,
Might have the seal of one sweet syllable.
I kiss’d the small white fingers as I spoke.
And she withdrew them gently, and upraised
Her forehead from its resting-place, and look’d
Earnestly on me—She had been asleep!
LOVE AND AGE.
BY THOMAS LOVE PEACOCK.
I played with you ’mid
cowslips blowing,
When I was six and you
were four;
When garlands weaving,
flower-balls throwing,
Were pleasures soon
to please no more.
Through groves and meads,
o’er grass and heather,
With little playmates,
to and fro,
We wandered hand in
hand together;
But that was sixty years
ago.
You grew a lovely roseate
maiden.
And still our early
love was strong;
Still with no care our
days were laden,
They glided joyously
along:
And I did love you very
dearly,
How dearly words want
power to show;
I thought your heart
was touched as nearly;
But that was fifty years
ago.
Then other lovers came
around you,
Your beauty grew from
year to year,
And many a splendid
circle found you
The centre of its glittering
sphere.
I saw you then, first
vows forsaking,
On rank and wealth your
hand bestow;’
Oh, then I thought my
heart was breaking,—
But that was forty years
ago.
And I lived on, to wed
another:
No cause she gave me
to repine;
And when I heard you
were a mother,
I did not wish the children
mine.
My own young flock,
in fair progression,
Made up a pleasant Christmas
row:
My joy in them was past
expression,—
But that was thirty
years ago.
You grew a matron plump
and comely,
You dwelt in fashion’s
brightest blaze;
My earthly lot was far
more homely;
But I too had my festal
days.
No merrier eyes have
ever glistened
Around the hearth-stone’s
wintry glow,
Than when my youngest
child was christened,—
But that was twenty
years ago.
Time passed. My
eldest girl was married,
And I am now a grandsire
gray!
One pet of four years
old I’ve carried
Among the wild-flowered
meads to play.
In our old fields of
childish pleasure,
Where now, as then,
the cowslips blow,
She fills her basket’s
ample measure,—
And that is not ten
years ago.