I couldn’t look away from them—the face was white as clay.
Those eyes, they make me shudder when I think of them to-day.
I knew right off ’twas Anderson. I couldn’t move nor speak;
I thought I’d slip down on the floor, I felt so light and weak.
“O Lord,” I thought, “what shall I do?” Some words begun to come,
Like some one whispered to me: I set there, still and dumb:
“I was a stranger—took me in—in prison—visited me;”
And I says, “O Lord, I couldn’t; it’s a murderer, you see!”
And those eyes they watched me all
the time, in dreadful still
despair—
Most like the room looked warm and safe; he watched
me setting
there;
And what ’twas made me do it, I don’t
know to this day,
But I opened the door and let him in—a
murderer at bay.
He laid him right down on the floor,
close up beside the fire.
I never saw such a wretched sight: he was covered
thick with mire;
His clothes were torn to his very skin, and his
hands were bleeding
fast.
I gave him something to tie ’em up, and all
my fears were past.
I filled the fire place up with wood to get the creature warm,
And I fetched him a bowl o’ milk to drink—I couldn’t do him harm;
And pretty soon he says, real low, “Do you know who I be?”
And I says, “You lay there by the fire; I know you won’t hurt me.”
I had been fierce as any one before I saw him there,
But I pitied him—a ruined man whose life had started fair.
I somehow or ’nother never felt that I was doing wrong,
And I watched him laying there asleep almost the whole night long.
I thought once that I heard the men, and
I was half afraid
That they might come and find him there;
and so I went and staid
Close to the window, watching, and listening
for a cry;
And he slept there like a little child—forgot
his misery.
I almost hoped John wouldn’t come
till he could get away;
And I went to the door and harked awhile,
and saw the dawn of day.
’Twas bad for him to have slept
so long, but I couldn’t make him go
From the City of Refuge he had found;
and he was glad, I know.
It was years and years ago, but still
I never can forget
How grey it looked that morning; the air
was cold and wet;
Only the wind would howl sometimes, or
else the trees would creak—
All night I’d ’a given anything
to hear somebody speak.
He heard me shut the door again, and started up so wild
And haggard that I ’most broke down. I wasn’t reconciled
To have the poor thing run all day, chased like a wolf or bear;
But I knew he’d brought it on himself; his punishment was fair.
I gave him something more to eat;
he couldn’t touch it then,
“God pity you, poor soul!” says I. May
I not see again
A face like his, as he stood in the door and looked
which way
to go!
I watched him making towards the swamps, dead-lame
and moving slow.